TastyLittleNymph: I so wish i could talk with you right now!! You had such a way of cutting through the confusion and getting right to the heart of the matter! I have some choices to make, and none of them are going to be easy! I can hear you telling me to take a deep breath! That everything i need to make those decisions, resides within me. That i just have to look beyond the heartache and pain to find the answers. I also hear you telling me that to date my ability to get through these hard times is 100%. You once told me i was like a Phoenix...Who would always fly from the flames! While i Joked I was more like Air....and I would always Rise!!! Thank you so much for the wonderful Gift of your friendship! I was truly blessed to know you!!! You are greatly missed my friend!!!
TastyLittleNymph in reply to aladynodbt: I really miss him as well! Zvi was always there to listen. Always had words which comforted. When I was first Diagnosed with Systemic Lupus, I hadn't told anyone yet, but he knew something was up...and messaged me with " Ok, what's going on " I'd been a lot quieter in rooms than is normal for me...and while no one else noticed...Zvi did!!! He let me talk through my feelings, allowed me to get everything i was feeling...Out. He never once did what so many others did....tell me to deal with it and get over it, because he understood exactly how drastically this illness changed not only my life...but Adam's as well. So many times, he was there.. When Adam was sick, When he needed to be admitted into the hospital. When the lupus started attacking my stomach...When it became impossible for me to keep food down, when my body thought it was starving and began breaking all my muscles down, to steal nutrients from them...when i was admitted to the Hospital...he was always there!!! Once again...I am facing a Major medical problem...but this time...I'm facing it alone....doing it alone! I hate he is gone!!!! Oh how i wish i could talk with him right now! I will be having surgery bright and early in the Morning...I'm hoping he's up there saying a few prayers for me!
Thank you so much for the wonderful Gift of your friendship! I was truly blessed to know you!!! You are greatly missed my friend!!!