yonnon: You know... I'm still kind of upset that I never got to have my "exalted" moment where my rage built up over a lifetime of bullshit finally peaked at just the right moment, and I got to take it all out on some symbolic figure for everything that ever did me wrong, somehow eliminating the injustice I'd suffered and changing my life for the better.
Instead, I'm left with this unrealistic idea of payback and justice that provokes fantasies of violence and destruction.
Instead, I'm left with this unrealistic idea of payback and justice that provokes fantasies of violence and destruction.