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i feel like dying

Only once the drugs are done, that I feel like dying... I feel like dying
Only once the drugs are done, that I feel like dying... I feel like dying
Only once the drugs are done, that I feel like dying... I feel like dying
(I feel like, I feel like, I feel like...)
Yeah, hello...Get lifted...
Yeah, I get lifted
Yeah, yeah, so get lifted... yup! Haha...
I am sittin' on the clouds, I got smoke comin' from my seat
I can play basketball with the moon, I got the whole world at my feet
Playin' touch football, on marijuana street
Or, in a marijuana field, you are so beneath my cleets
Get high, so high, that I... feel... like... lying
Down in a cigar, roll me up and smoke me 'cause...(I feel like dying)
Only once the drugs are done, that I feel like dying... I feel like dying
Only once the drugs are done, that I feel like dying... I feel like dying
(I feel like, I feel like, I feel like...)
Swimming laps around a bottle of Louis the Thirteenth
Jumpin' off of a mountain into a sea of Codeine
I'm at the top of the top, but... still I climb
And if I should ever fall, the ground would then turn to wine
Pop, pop, I feel like flying, then I feel like frying, then...(I feel like dying)
Only once the drugs are done, that I feel like dying... I feel like dying
Only once the drugs are done, that I feel like dying... I feel like dying
(I feel like, I feel like, I feel like...)
I can mingle with the stars, and throw a party on Mars
I am a prisoner, locked up behind Xanax bars
I have just boarded a plane, without a pilot
And violets are blue, roses are red
Daisies are yellow, the flowers are dead
Wish I can give you this feeling... I feel like buying
And if my dealer don't have no more, then...(I feel like dying)
Only once the drugs are done, that I feel like dying... I feel like dying
Only once the drugs are done, that I feel like dying... I feel like dying

Goodbye by that wicked bish Razakel

Goodbye...

Goodbye, Goodbye
To all the artificial people in my life
I never wanted you around me, So be on your way
Now that I finally got a name, All the sudden you wanna stay

Now everybody wants to come around me, Down and be my homie, Right?
Now everybody likes my shit like I gotta f%@y#~ dick, Right?
But I know who's got my back and who's been here the intire time
I got my own family behind me and were ready to fight

I'm so sorry I'm not that b^&zy that you wanted me to be
I'm so sorry it took me this long to finally see
I'm just your prisoner held captive, How I long to be free
But I never will be, because you own that part of me
I'm only 22 years old and all I ask is to be happy
But I can't cause you play daddy, And constantly hover above me
It's gone, It's non-existed, It's finally deceased
Love died inside of you, And then you killed it in me

Goodbye, Goodbye
To all the artificial people in my life
I never wanted you around me, So be on your way
Now that I finally got a name, All the sudden you wanna stay

Now everybody wants to come around me, Down and be my homie, Right?
Now everybody likes my shit like I gotta f%yzw~ dick, Right?
But I know who's got my back and who's been here the intire time
I got my own family behind me and were ready to fight

Mommy, Daddy, Look what you've done to me
I'm so broken, I'm so hopeless
All because you never believed in me

Your so blind you can't see, So I scream fw@# your god
F#y& your cross, I think for myself, I'm not lost or brain washed
But theres a war inside my heart between the two things that I want
But I could never have both, Is what I've always been taught
So I gotta be strong, I gotta keep movin on
No more sad songs, I shoulda stayed alone all along
Try in realize, Understand my sight
I've had a rough f~%$@y up life, but he came along and opened my eyes


Goodbye, Goodbye
To all the artificial people in my life
I never wanted you around me, So be on your way
Now that I finally got a name, All the sudden you wanna stay

Now everybody wants to come around me, Down and be my homie, Right?
Now everybody likes my shit like I gotta f%@$wz dick, Right?
But I know who's got my back and who's been here the intire time
I got my own family behind me and were ready to fight

Isolated Feelings

Isolated feelings, its like my heart is bleeding.
I can't escape it, inside my head it keeps repeating.
Isolated feelings its like my heart is bleeding.
I can't escape it, inside my head it keeps repeating.
Everytime I seem to close my eyes I feel so dead inside so I cry myself to sleep.
All I ever do is think of the pain,
feels like I'm goin insane,
so I cry myself to sleep.

I don't wanna be talked to,
I don't wanna be touched, I don't need your advice,
I don't wanna be fw#wx%. People think I have it all but I don't have much.
I just wanna fly away but to the ground I'm stuck.
I'd just rather walk away but you don't seem to understand.
Why should I voice my opinion when you have the upper hand?
Its kinda sad I'm right back in the same position, I got so many eager ears but still nobody ever listens. And my friends? Yeah man I aint got much of that, just people dyin to be in the presence of that bxy*^ Raz.
And thats fine cause in reality I'm ugly inside.
If you really knew the truth I'd bet you'd quit wasting your time, and your money.
I'm like a seed planted deep nourished by hate.
I've evolved into this monster with a face of disgrace.
Everyday is just the same, is something missing inside?
Certain scenes keep haunting me, and keep me cryin at night.
Why were others more important, why did I come last?
I'm so tattered and torn its like a blast from the past.
I know I aint the one to judge but I can't help it sometimes.
When I step outside the box I notice forespread lies. So I cry myself to sleep, someone listen please. I'm so bitter inside.
Its almost hard to breathe, like I'm asmatic when I talk you hear static.
You can't grasp or understand it. Once again I've given into madness.

Isolated feelings,
its like my heart is bleeding I can't escape it,
inside my head it keeps repeating.
Isolated feeligns, its like my heart is bleeding, I can't escape it,
inside my head it keeps repeating.
Everytime I seem to close my eyes I feel so dead inside so i cry myself to sleep.
All i ever do is think of the pain, feels like I'm goin insane so I cry myself to sleep...

Wild Horses...we will ride them

Childhood living is easy to do
The things you wanted I bought them for you
Graceless lady, you know who I am,
You know I can't let you slide through my hands

Wild Horses,
Couldn't drag me away,
Wild, wild horses,
Couldn't drag me away...

I watched you suffer a dull, aching pain
Now you decided to show me the same
No sweeping exits or offstage lines,
Can make me feel bitter or treat you unkind

Wild Horses,
Couldn't drag me away,Wild, wild horses,
Couldn't drag me away...

I know I dreamed you a sin and a lie,
I have my freedom but I don't have much time
Faith has been broken tears must be cried,
Let's do some living after we die

Wild Horses,
Couldn't drag me away,
Wild, wild horses,
We'll ride them someday

Wild Horses,
Couldn't drag me away,
Wild, wild horses,
We'll ride them someday

Fly Away by Linda Perry

Woman, how do you feel?
It looks like your gonna cry,
Is everything alright?
Are your days
Dropping you in a hole
No signals no signs
No reasons or rhymes
And just when you thought you'd be down on your knees
I'll say baby come with me please
And we'll just
Fly away
Fly away
Don't you need to get higher
Baby Baby Baby
I wanna get close to you
But I'm so afraid
Honey, I'm so afraid
That one day you'll wake up and realize your wasting time, your sweet time
When I pick up the phone
You're not alone
And there I'll be standing wondering what's wrong
I'll say oh baby take me along
And we will
Fly away
Fly away
Don't you need to get higher
No no no no
I don't know how you feel
Talk to me baby
Come with me baby
Come with me baby
And we will
Fly away
Fly away
Yes we need to get higher

Blush (Only You)..dedicated to...if he reads this, then he will know

When you look at me i start to blush
and all that i can say is you and us
oh baby im so afraid to be in love
with you,
with you...

i wanna be in love with only you
i wanna watch the sky downgrade and blue
i wanna know the kiss thats always new
i wanna be in love with only you
just you

when stars are falling dark
will light the way
will hit the ground and fall
into the shade
ill light the night with fire
and run away

i wanna be in love with only you
i wanna watch the sky downgrade and blue
i wanna know the kiss thats always new
i wanna be in love with only you


i wanna be in love with you
i wanna be in love (i wanna be in love)
i wanna be in love with you
i wanna be in love (i wanna be in love)

i wanna be in love with you...

i wanna be in love with only you
i wanna watch the sky downgrade and blue
i wanna know the kiss thats always new
i wanna be in love with only you

just you
i wanna be
just you yeah

Free

And do you still touch her like you do
Kiss her all over in the way I kissed with you
And when you sleep with her, do you sometimes think of me
Not if you love her the way I see

I had to be free
Had to be free
It's all that I wanted

I wanted to see
Wanted to be
Alone if I needed

I had to be free
Had to be free
From feelings that haunted

I wanted to see
Wanted to be
Free

And then in the evening light, when the bars of freedom fall
I watch the two of you in the shadows on the wall
How in the darkness steal some of the choices from my hand
When I begin to understand

I had to be free
Had to be free
It's all that I wanted

I wanted to see
Wanted to be
Alone if I needed

I had to be free
Had to be free
From feelings that haunted

I wanted to see
Wanted to be
Free

I had to be free
Had to be free
It's all that I wanted

I wanted to see
Wanted to be
Alone if I needed

I had to be free
Had to be free
From feelings that haunted

I wanted to see
Wanted to be
Free

Nothing Compares 2 U

It's been seven hours and fifteen days
Since you took your love away
I go out every night and sleep all day
Since you took your love away
Since you been gone I can do whatever I want
I can see whomever I choose
I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant
But nothing
I said nothing can take away these blues
`Cause nothing compares
Nothing compares to you

It's been so lonely without you here
Like a bird without a song
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby where did I go wrong
I could put my arms around every boy I see
But they'd only remind me of you
I went to the doctor n'guess what he told me
Guess what he told me
He said girl u better try to have fun
No matter what you'll do
But he's a fool
`Cause nothing compares
Nothing compares to you

all the flowers that you planted, mama
In the back yard
All died when you went away
I know that living with you baby was sometimes hard
But I'm willing to give it another try
Nothing compares
Nothing compares to you
Nothing compares
Nothing compares to you
Nothing compares
Nothing compares to you

My Life...Welcome to It!

Yo, now all these bw^w$yz wanna try and be my besty
But I take a left and leave them hanging like a testi
Trash talk to 'em then I put 'em in a Hefty
Running down the court I'm dunkin' on 'em Lisa Leslie
It's going down, basement, Friday 13th guess who's playing Jason
Tuck yourself in you better hold on to your teddy
It's Nightmare on Elm street and guess who's playing Freddy
(My chick bad)
Chef cooking for me, they say my shoe game crazy
The mental asylum looking for me
You a rookie to me
I'm in dat wam Bam purple Lamb' damn bw*^* you been a fan


Can I get that ‘Tron? Can I get that Remy?
Can I get that coke? Can I get that Henny?
Can I get that margarita on the rock-rock-rocks?
Can I get salt all around that rim-rim-rim-rim?
Trey? I was like, “Yo, Trey?
Do you think you could buy me a bottle of Rose?”
Okay, let’s get it now
I’m wit a bad b%@xy, he’s with his friends
I don’t say hi, I say “Keys to the Benz”
“Keys to the Benz?” “Keys to Benz!”
Muf-cking right, yep weed to the ten
If A B%@y% Try To Get Cute, I’ma Stuff Her.
Throw A Lot Money At Her, Then Yell “f-ck Her!”
fw^~ Her. f-ck Her. Then Yell “f-ck Her!”
Then I’ma Go And Get My Louisville Slugger.
Excuse Me. I’m Sorry. I’m Really Such A Lady.
I Rep Young Money. You Know.. Slim.. Baby?
And We Be Doing Donuts While We Waving A 380.
We Give A Lot Of Money To The Babies Out In Haiti
Yelling “All Around The World. Do You Hear Me?”
Do You Like My Body? Anna Nicki.
Rest In Peace To Anna Nicole Smith.
Yes. My Dear, You’re So Explosive.
Say Hi To Mary, Mary And Joseph.
Now Bottoms Up & Double My Dosage.


Excuse me lil mama
But you could say I'm on duty
I'm lookin for a cutie
a real big ol' ghetto booty
I really like your kitty cat
and if you let me touch her
I know you're not a bluffer
I'll take you to go see usher
I keep a couple hoes
like santa I keep a vixon I got dasher, dancer, prancer,
dixon, comet, cupid, donner, blitzen.
I'm hotter than 100 degrees
A lot of bread no sesame seeds
If i'm in yo city
I'm signin them Tig-O-bitties
I'm plotting on how I can take Cassie away from Diddy
The girls want a Minaj yeah they wetter than the rain then
Usher buzz me in
Everybody loves Raymond

Teenage Dream by Katy Perry

You think I'm pretty
Without any makeup on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punchline wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was alright
but things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my Valentine
Valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets,
just love
We can dance,
until we die
You and I,
will be young forever

You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
http://www.elyricsworld.com/teenage_dream_lyrics_katy_perry.html
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

I'mma get your heart racing
In my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight


Yoooouuu
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back
No

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

I'mma get your heart racing
In my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight)
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