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Glee - beautiful

Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly, i saw debris
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the pain, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone left the puzzle undone
That's the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way

Yes, words can't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today...

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what they say
(no matter what they say)
When the sun is shining through
Then the clouds won't stay

And everywhere we go
(everywhere we go)
The sun won't always shine
(sun won't always shine)
But tomorrow will find a way
All the other times

'cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down
Don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today

RF ONLINE THE ONE LYRICS

When I saw you for the first time
I knew you were the one
You didn’t say a word to me
But love was in the air
Then, you held my hand
And pulled me into your world
From then on, my life has changed for good
Now I’ll never feel lonely again ’cause you are in my life.

Love, how can I explain to you
The way I feel inside when I think of you.
I thank you for everything that you’ve showed me.
Don’t you ever forget that
I love you

Love, I know that someday real soon
You’ll be right next to me
Holding me so tight, so I will always be yours
Although we can’t be together now
Remember I am here for you
And I know you’re there for me.

Whenever I long to be with you,
I just close my eyes and pretend you’re here
I see you, I touch you, I feel you, like real
Nothing can ever change
When I feel inside.

How long must I be far away from you
I don’t know dear, but I know
We are one.

In a relationship with MariaDaphneZeeve

Im not single anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I Want To Hold Your Hand

Oh yeah, I´ll tell you something
I think you´ll understand
When I say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

Oh, please, say to me
You´ll let me be your man
and please, say to me

You´ll let me hold your hand
Now let me hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

And when I touch you i feel happy, inside
It´s such a feeling
That my love
I can't hide
I can't hide
I can't hide

Yeah you, got that something
I think you´ll understand
When I say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

And when I touch you I feel happy, inside
It´s such a feeling
That my love
I can't hide
I can't hide
I can't hide

Yeah you, got that something
I think you´ll understand
When I feel that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand.

This is Love

It’s in the eyes of the children
As they leave for the very first time
And it’s in the heart of the soldier
As he takes a bullet on the front line
It’s in the face of a mother
As she takes the force of a blow
And its in the hands of the father yeah
As he works his fingers to the bone yeah

I’m standing under a white flag oh
Can you see me oh, can you see me oh
I’m standing for everything we have oh
Can you hear me oh, can you hear me

This is why we do it this is worth the pain
This is why we bow down and get back up again
This is where the heart lies, this is from above
Love is this, this is love

Love is why we do it love is worth the pain
Love is why we fall down, get back up again
Love is where the heart lies love is from above
Love is this, this is love

This is love (x3)

It’s in the soul of a city
What it does after it crumbles and burns
And it’s in the blood of a hero
To know where he goes he may never return yeah

I’m standing under a white flag oh
Can you see me oh, can you see me oooh
I’m standing for everything we have oh
Can you hear me oh, can you hear me

This is why we do it this is worth the pain
This is why we bow down, get back up again
This is where the heart lies this is from above
Love is this, this is love
Love is why we do it love is worth the pain
Love is why we fall down, get back up again
Love is where the heart lies love is from above
Love is this, this is love

This is love, this is love ..

Bridge (rap)
If you could be anywhere that you wanted to be
With anyone that you wanted to be with
Do anything that you wanted to do
What would it be and who would it be with you
Time flies but you’re the pilot
It moves real fast but you’re the driver
You may crash and burn sometimes

This is why we do it this is worth the pain
This is where we bow down get back up again
This is where the heart lies this is from above
Love is this, this is love
Love is why we do it, love is worth the pain
Love is why we fall down get back up again
Love is where the heart lies love is from above
Love is this, this is love

Tony Orlando & Dawn - Tie A Yellow Ribbon Round The Old Oak Tree

I'm comin' home, I've done my time
Now I've got to know what is and isn't mine
If you received my letter telling you I'd soon be free
Then you'll know just what to do
If you still want me
If you still want me
Whoa, tie a yellow ribbon 'round the old oak tree
It's been three long years
Do ya still want me?
If I don't see a ribbon round the old oak tree
I'll stay on the bus
Forget about us
Put the blame on me
If I don't see a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree

Bus driver, please look for me
'cause I couldn't bear to see what I might see
I'm really still in prison
And my love, she holds the key
A simple yellow ribbon's what I need to set me free
I wrote and told her please

Whoa, tie a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree
It's been three long years
Do ya still want me?
If I don't see a ribbon round the old oak tree
I'll stay on the bus
Forget about us
Put the blame on me
If I don't see a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree

Now the whole damned bus is cheerin'
And I can't believe I see
A hundred yellow ribbons round the old oak tree

I'm comin' home

You are my sunshine - Nat King Cole

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

The other night dear, as I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms
But when I awoke, dear, I was mistaken
So I hung my head and I cried.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

I'll always love you and make you happy,
If you will only say the same.
But if you leave me and love another,
You'll regret it all some day:

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

You told me once, dear, you really loved me
And no one else could come between.
But now you've left me and love another;
You have shattered all of my dreams:

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

In all my dreams, dear, you seem to leave me
When I awake my poor heart pains.
So when you come back and make me happy
I'll forgive you dear, I'll take all the blame.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away



hahahaha.
inilah lagu full dr u r my sunshine.

Analisa Diperlukan

"Pip...Pip...Pip..." Jam tangan David berbunyi...Sebuah tanda bagi mereka untuk memulai sebuah perjalanan di tengah malam yang sunyi ini...
"Ayo bro, cepetan dikit, ntar ikannya pada kabur semua loh." Kata David pada Teguh agar segera bersiap menuju mobil
"Iya deh bro...tapi gua yang nyetir ya?" Tanya Teguh pada David sambil bergegas keluar dari kamar kosnya dengan membawa peralatan-peralatan memancingnya
"Bawa aja deh, nih kunci mobilnya. Grace udah masukin barangnya tuh, cepet segera masukin juga gitu." Kata David sembari melempar sebuah kunci berlogo Nissan X-Trail ke arah Teguh.

Ini sebuah perjalanan 6 orang remaja di tengah malam...
Mereka berharap ada Big Fish yang menyentak hebat kail mereka...

10 menit kemudian mereka telah berada di sebuah jalan utama, Kabut dan sepinya malam sangat terasa di perjalanan itu...
"Hei...jangan you bawa kenceng-kenceng mobilnya, masak dilariin sampe 120 km/jam sih?" Kata David yang berada disamping Teguh setengah berteriak
"Iya nih, si Teguh keterlaluan bawa mobilnya, ntar malah kehabisan bensin lho sebelum sampe tempatnya." Timpal Grace yang duduk di belakang David
"Udah deh, kalian tenang aja, gw uda biasa ngendaliin yang lebih cepet dari ini." Kata Teguh sambil tertawa
"Lu telpon Albert aja sana gih, tanya uda sampe mana dia." Kata Teguh lagi

"Halo? Iya, gue udah di Jalan Raya Salak, gw juga lagi ngebut nih Vid. Gua bareng Sarah and Diana, si Diana lagi mabok darat tuh di jok belakang. Hehehe..." Kata Albert melalui handphone-nya
"Albert ngawur nih, mobilnya digeber sampe 90 km/jam, Diana sampe pusing-pusing dia, sekarang lagi coba tidur di jok belakang anaknya." Samar-samar terdengar suara Sarah di handphone
"Oh gitu...berarti gak lama lagi nyampe tempat rumah makan janjian kita ya?" Kata David.
"Iya, habis sampe disana, ntar makan dulu yach? Btw, you udah dimana sih?" Tanya Albert
"Gw udah di Jalan Raya Sudirman bro. Ok deh, ati-ati ya di jalan?" David segera menutup layar Hp-nya

Tepat 10 menit setelah percakapan di handphone, 6 orang sepermainan sejak kecil itu sama-sama telah sampai di tempat perjanjian mereka. Setelah sampai, mereka semua pun langsung sama-sama masuk ke rumah makan tersebut.

"Aq, Albert sama Teguh pesen bubur ayam aja mbak." Kata David kepada pelayan rumah makan
"Kalo aq sup ayam aja." Kata Sarah
"Gw sama ama Sarah, kalo lu apa An?" Tanya Grace
"Gw gak makan Grace, gw mao muntah, gw cari angin aja diluar ya?" Kata Diana dengan raut wajah tertekuk
"Iya deh, kalo udah agak baikan balik disini yah? Bahaya diluar sepi gitu." Balas Teguh
"Hahaha...si Diana tuh masih suka mabok aja sampe sekarang." Sindir Grace

Sekitar 15 menit mereka, kecuali Diana telah selesai makan dan keluar dari rumah makan itu.
Diana masih berada diluar sambil memandang langit, tetapi raut muka Diana masih juga tidak segar.

"Eh Bet, lu ikut mobil gw aja, qta ke pelabuhan pake 1 mobil aja biar gak repot, mobil lu tinggal sini aja, gimana?" Tanya David kepada Albert
"Umm...iya deh, gw juga capek nyetir terus, tapi aq mau mampir dulu beli rokok di mini market 24 jam ya?" Kata Albert
"Iya, tapi gak jauh dari sini kan?" Tanya David
"Nggak koq, jaraknya kira-kira sama kayak Jalan Raya Salak ke Jalan Raya Sudirman koq. Lagipula jalurnya satu arah ke pelabuhan" Kata Albert.

Setelah itu, mereka sama-sama masuk ke mobil. Sekarang gantian David yang menyetir, Albert berada di sebelahnya, sedangkan di belakang Albert duduk Teguh, dan di belakang David duduk Grace, Sarah duduk di tengah. Mobil melaju kencang hingga 70 km/jam

"Diana, lu apa gak apa-apa duduk di belakang sendirian?" Tanya Teguh
"Gak papa koq Guh, gw malah lebih enak disini, bisa tiduran biar gak muntah." Balas Diana
"Biasa tuh Diana, tukang mabok...Hehe...btw ada yang mao kacang kulit rasa gak? Gw bawa banyak niy." Kata Grace
"Gw mau!" Jawab mereka serentak
"Gw kagak deh, gw mau tidur aja." Kata Diana lagi

Dalam gelapnya malam itu mereka semua dengan riang gembira menikmati perjalanan...

"Wah...kacangnya udah abis niy, emang kalian semua tuh jagonya makan kacang dari kecil, dasar anak monyet. Hahaha..." Sahut Albert
"Gw haus nih Bet, lu bawa minum gak?" Tanya David
"Gw bawa nih, tapi cuma 1 botol Aqua kecil doang, bagi-bagi ya? Gw minum dulu, baru elo ma yang lainnya. Hehehe..." Kata Albert sambil membuka segel Aquanya
"Nih Grace, gw udah minum." Kata David sambil menyerahkan botol Aqua itu pada Grace
"Nih Sarah, gw slesai minum." Kata Grace sambil menyerahkan botol Aqua yang hampir kosong itu
"Wah...gw habisin aja ya sekalian Guh? Tinggal dikit soalnya." Kata Sarah sambil meminum sisa Aqua tersebut
"Buset nih sarah, gw kagak dibagiin minum! Dasar si-Egois!" Seru Teguh
"Udah lah Guh, masalah gitu aja koq dibesar-besarin, bentar lagi kan qta mampir di minimarket, lu beli disana aja." Kata Grace

Tak lama kemudian mereka telah sampai di minimarket

"Gw ikut turun Bet." Kata David
"Gw juga, pingin beli minum, gara-gara si Sarah nih." kata Teguh jengkel
"Duh, kamu koq gitu sih? Masalah kecil gini koq dibesar-besarin? Sekarang kan uda bisa beli minum?" Kata Grace
"Eh, Sarah, kamu gak turun?" Kata Albert
"Sarah udah tidur kayaknya tuh." Kata Teguh
"Gimana sama Diana?" Tanya David
"Udah tidur juga kayaknya." Jawab Grace
"Ya udah...yok ke dalam." Kata Albert

Sekitar 10 menit mereka telah masuk lagi ke dalam mobil. Perjalanan di malam yang dingin dan gelap itu dilanjutkan.

"Eh Vid, keciliin donk AC-nya, gw kedinginan nih." Kata Teguh
"Enak dingin gini aja kan? Kalo kedinginan, pake selimut aja." Balas David
"Eh, si Sarah masih tidur ya?" Tanya David
"Iya, emang kenapa?" Kata Teguh
"Gapapa...Btw, gimana hubungan lo ama si Sarah Bet?" Tanya David lagi
"Ah, tambah runyam aja, entah kenapa dia makin ngehindarin gue." Jawab Albert
"Wah, lo pasti sebel banget ya?" Kata David
"Iya nih, entah sekarang gimana, gw bingung ngehadepin dia." Jawab Albert lagi
Tiba-tiba....
"Eh ada yang punya kantong plastik gak? Gw mao muntah nih...cepetan." Sahut Diana
"Nih..nih...kamu emang menyusahkan koq kalo diajak pergi gini." Kata Teguh sambil menyerahkan kantong plastik pada Diana
"Huek...huek...huek..."

"Eh, tolong bukain jendelanya donk, aq mau buang kantong plastiknya." Kata Diana

Malam sunyi...semua hampir terlelap dalam tidur
"pip...Pip..." Jam David berbunyi lagi...sudah jam 02.00 rupanya

"Bet, lu lagi tidur?" Tanya David
"Enggak koq, gw masih seger gini." Jawab Albert
Tiba-tiba...
"Grek...grek...grek..." Mobil tiba-tiba mengeluarkan suara bising

"Eh, ada apa tuh? Berhenti...Berhenti dulu Vid, rasanya ada yang rusak deh nih mobil." Kata Teguh
"Iya...cepet deh lu cek, apa ada yang gak beres." Kata David
"Ayo, lu juga turun Bet...gw takut sendirian." Kata Teguh
"Iya, gw turun nih, lu gak ikut Vid?" Jawab Albert
"Iya deh, gw turun juga." Kata David

Mereka bertiga pun turun mobil untuk melihat apa yang bermasalah dari mobil si David

"Oh...rupanya air radiatornya habis dan mesinnya terlalu panas, makanya gini. Ada yang punya air gak?" Kata Teguh
"Nih..." Kata David sambil melempar air botol
"Habis gini tunggu bentar lho Vid, tunggu mesinnya dingin dulu, jangan langsung digeber lagi." Kata Albert
"Iya, ntar rusak mobilnya kamu gituin, tapi ngomong-ngomong koq bisa habis sih air radiatornya?" Tanya Teguh
"Gak tau, aq kan hanya asal pake punya bokap, mana tau yang kayak ginian." Jawab David

Setelah mengisi air, mereka kembali lagi ke mobil

"Guh, ganti lu yang nyetir nih, gw capek." Kata David
"OK bro..." Jawab Teguh
"Eh, anak-anak perempuan lagi tidur ya?" Kata David lagi
"Iya nih, nyenyak banget tidurnya." Imbuh Albert
"Mmmmhh....apa sih ribut-ribut? Eh kenapa koq berhenti?" Kata Grace dengan wajah yang sangat lesu
"Enggak...mesin mobilnya terlalu panas, makanya didiemin dulu." Jawab David
"Oooh gitu...btw Sarah ama Diana gw bangunin ya? Biar Diana bisa cari angin sekalian, biar gak mabok lagi dia." Kata Grace
"Bangunin aja, biar qta bisa cerita-cerita, biar gak sepi, lagipula bentar lagi nyampe koq." Jawab Teguh
"Diana bangun donk." Seru Grace sambil menggoyang tubuh Diana
"Sarah bangun donk." Seru Grace sambil menggoyang tubuh Sarah
"Iya...iya aq bangun, kenapa sih?" Tanya Diana sambil menggosok matanya
"Sar? Sarah? Bangun donk?" Kata Grace sambil mengguncang tubuh Sarah lebih keras

Tetapi tubuh Sarah masih tergolek lemas dan malah terjatuh ke pundak David

"Wah, jangan gini donk Sar, gw jadi sungkan sama Albert. Hehehe..." Kata David sambil membuka pintu mobil, ingin keluar

"Brukk..." Tubuh Sarah langsung jatuh kesamping serasa tanpa ada yang menopang lagi tubuhnya
"Hey...Sarah, you jangan bercanda!" Kata David setengah berteriak
"Sarah, jangan bercanda! Ada apa kamu itu?" Imbuh Grace

Tetapi Sarah tetap saja terdiam, tubuhnya tergolek lemas di seat tengah mobil
Mereka semua langsung menyadari ada yang tidak beres sedang terjadi, mereka tahu Sarah tidak sedang bercanda
David langsung menghampiri tubuh Sarah dan menyentuh batang lehernya
"Sarah, teman kita sudah meninggal." Kata David dengan suara parau
"Sepertinya dia telah lama meninggal, tubuhnya sudah dingin" Imbuh David lagi
"Tidaaaaaaaakkk!! Sarah!!! Jangan kamu tinggalkan aq secepat ini!" Teriak Albert sambil menutup wajahnya

Senyum kengerian salah seorang diantara mereka tampak menyeringai...
Senyum itu terbungkus rapi oleh topeng kesedihan...
Dalam hatinya Ia tampak terbahak-bahak menyaksikan kejadian malam itu...

Tubuh Sarah masih tergolek lemas tanpa seorangpun berani mendekatinya...
Pada leher seorang yang telah tak bernyawa itu terdapat warna "cherry-red" bergaris...
Wajahnya seolah ingin menyampaikan suatu pesan yang tak terkatakan...
Kelima orang itu sama-sama tak berani berkata-kata...
Mereka bingung, tetapi mereka yakin bahwa Sarah telah dibunuh, tetapi siapa...siapa yang tega melakukannya....

"Teguh! Pasti kamu yang telah membunuh Sarah! Iya kan?" Teriak Albert
"Kenapa aku? Apa buktinya? Bahkan disekitarku tak ada alat untuk digunakan membunuh bukan? Bukankah yang berada disebelah Sarah bukan hanya Aku? Grace juga ada di sebelah Sarah, lagipula lihatlah! Di tangan Grace ada cairan kental tidak berwarna!" Tampik Teguh

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