I owe my sincerest apologies to the Fates. Because *I* had a "plan"...a plan that was not fulfilled.. I had been angry with the Fates, thinking them to be uncaring and vindictive and cold.
I was shown a scene of them blocking my way whenever I thought of him... He was the greatest love of my life.. Why would they block me from my very own thoughts ?? WHY ? Yes, we had planned to see one another clandestinely eventhough he had her now In the end, I had decided.....no So why was *I* being punished when I had done nothing wrong ?! How cold ! How cruel ! How uncaring ! How heartless these Fates who wielded so much power that even Love could not subdue their forces !
And then..... I was shown that their sentry-like behaviour was not against me, perse... but rather an experience of understanding that HE needed to walk and, that with me in the picture, would not be possible. It is not with pleasure that I look forward to his karma, but rather, with sweet sadness for up 'til now he had lived the proverbial "charmed life".
Will I ever know the outcome ? Perhaps not, but now I no longer see the Fates as I once did. It's not my road to take. It's not my lesson to learn. It's not my place to be.
Apologies
I owe my sincerest apologies to the Fates.
Because *I* had a "plan"...a plan that was not fulfilled..
I had been angry with the Fates, thinking them to be uncaring and
vindictive and cold.
I was shown a scene of them blocking my way whenever I thought of him...
He was the greatest love of my life..
Why would they block me from my very own thoughts ?? WHY ?
Yes, we had planned to see one another clandestinely eventhough he had her now
In the end, I had decided.....no
So why was *I* being punished when I had done nothing wrong ?!
How cold ! How cruel ! How uncaring ! How heartless these Fates who wielded so much power that even Love could not subdue their forces !
And then.....
I was shown that their sentry-like behaviour was not against me, perse...
but rather an experience of understanding that HE needed to walk and, that with me in the picture, would not be possible.
It is not with pleasure that I look forward to his karma, but rather, with sweet sadness for up 'til now he had lived the proverbial "charmed life".
Will I ever know the outcome ? Perhaps not, but now I no longer see the Fates as I once did.
It's not my road to take.
It's not my lesson to learn.
It's not my place to be.
My apologies to the Fates...