Friends | wilddogg90: Death is easy .. living is hard 10 days ago • Report • Link 1 View all 13 posts STONEY_: I'm not sure. It just said death. Suicide may seem like an easy way out to someone who is desperate for pain to end, be it physical, emotional, or psychological pain. I've felt very dark thoughts too. But I could never do that to my kids, or my mom and sister. 10 days ago • Report 0 Lo0p: 10 days ago • Report 0 Jukesy Momma in reply to STONEY_: I have as well a few times in my life. felt darkness overtaking me... but I called my Doctor and reached out for help. 9 days ago • Report 0 wilddogg90: The thing about regret that nobody tells you is that it lasts forever ... Well there is a reason I'm here on wire coz if just ONE person listens ... Then this loss will not be in vain ... I pray people will try to be nicer to eachother and LISTEN instead of assuming we're all alone .. it's a sad world so try and trust people instead of making life even sadder .. I'll never be able to undo my guilt .. and the mess I've made in my life and I wish time machines existed but all I can say is THINK THREE times before making any decision if it involves someone else in your life .. and if you love someone then put them first and you won't regret it ... Punchy: Wild, you need professional cpunseling, NOT Wireclub. No one here is qualified to help you or correctly "handle" these comments you post, npr is it fair to those of us in Wire who are here to simply chat, not take on the woes of others. Please so seek professional counseling! Jukesy Momma in reply to Punchy: Agreed with you Punchy on your comment. To add to that, Wilddogg90, Don't seek validation online, seek it within yourself. But with what Punchy said, Get professional Counseling, There is NO one on here certified/qualified. Even if they CLAIM to have degrees and be a doctor... You do NOT know... and Can't Diagnose / Treat on wireclub, its unethical. wilddogg90: Why does it look extra tempting to die tonight .. is it the music .. or my mind ..? Amor_Achillea# hmm .. or is it that I'm finally finding peace .. letting go ..? wilddogg90: My life was shit before I met him. I was sad, cold, dead inside, I was suicidal. He saved my life. He's my hero .. Jukesy Momma: Honey, you have to save yourself, no one else can do it for ya, sure I mean...it'll look good for a while... while someone holds the light for ya... but if that person leaves... then what? Where has your light dependency gone... Before you give yourself to someone, make sure that YOU can depend on YOU, before you share that with someone else. So pull yourself up by your bootstraps and build yourself back better to where you don't have to depend on someone to give you happiness. Create and Find that happiness within you... No one can take that away IF YOU LET THEM... Words are just words... yes sometimes words are cruel and the tongue is a cruel device sometimes... it can offer sweet words or a stab to the heart. Yeah if I sound kinda preachy... Its cause I got 20 yrs on ya... I been there, done that, got the t shirts or trophies for a lot of events... So just offering my advice, or outlook on life if u will. If ya don't want my advice, just tell me, I'll go along like nothing ever took place... Jukesy Momma: If you're still upright and blood is pumping thru ya... it is. You need to find your purpose! wilddogg90: Lonely is life, for only in my dreams do I forget .. until I wake and it all comes towards me in one great wave. wilddogg90: Tip: be a badass and stop being soft, ppl don't deserve your kindness or respect, just be a badass, IT HURTS LESS |