I created this profile to warn the others about you. I'm here to portal words through a screen.
I'm a terrible musician without a band, a loud fool without humor, and a weak martial artist without a master. I can't make anyone laugh or dance, let alone, protect them.
My social media experience extends from AOL to Wire-Club. I've never owned a smartphone or taken a selfie. I've never chased a woman or been on a first date.
Tell me you're bored so I can avoid boredom. Share a photo that naturally makes me skeptic. Express some truth I have no concern for.
Life on the internet has naturally made people delusional. I don't know what an adult is nor have I seen one in decades. I share no care, interest, or concern for who you think you are.
So, come as you are, leave as you be, just don't expect me to believe.
I am the man men don't want to be. I am the man women don't want to be with.
I'm just an A.S.S.H.O.L.E. (A Self Serving Hard On Lacking Empathy)
WaterThief: My knees fell into a puddle as I watched my mother sell my father's boat. They're here. Taking it away. I've never been freshwater or saltwater fishing without my dad. I got real angry until I realized that they can have the boat... I'll keep the memories.
thegreatresoot: It's strange. Sometimes these flood of emotions just hit you out of nowhere like that when it comes to your late parents. Especially with a possession or memory that you shared together. You can be totally fine and then a total mess out of nowhere. I know how much it hurts. But it's because your relationship was so special that you miss it so much. I wish you the best and hope you're mostly doing well, otherwise.
WaterThief: Steven, thank you. I'm just trying to allow myself to be. I don't feel like I'm in control of anything. Never did before and certainly won't now. I know what I have to do, though. My father wouldn't want me to live this way. It may take time, tears, and cracks in my heart... but after letting him go I feel like I have a path before he brings me home. I really appreciate your insight. I know it's not difficult to share, either. Especially, watching yourself express those words. It's very surreal. Like yesterday. Very magnanimous of you. Thanks, man.