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VENUS S2: I donno. the world is getting worse. so is it really worth of living?

VENUS S2: feeling not happy at all. even the famous J. Meyer said she felt worry and not happy about human future and feel had enough of everything. I feel exactly the same. what is our future? I just can't see it! therefore in a way I could say perhaps it's not so horrible to go now, as everything is going worse and worse: the weather, the earth crust, the environment, the economy, the society, ppls mind... feeling lost feelings and emptiness. maybe is depressed. too much pain and bitterness drives one lost feelings. what a fxcking horrible world. and I don't really like most human beings, they're greedy and cruel and getting worse each day! when I die, i wish I would not reborn on the earth again! wish I never shall go back to the earth！

VENUS S2: I feel disgusted by almost the whole world. humans r I'll. very ill. wish I could die now really. don't wanna c filthy dirty things ! and would fast for the world peace ! please God. help us and grant us peace. Amen!🙏

VENUS S2: I suddenly realized that a lot of my internet friends disappeared, I guess maybe they're in the other world now, because they're all in the war zone. RIP!

VENUS S2: let's pray for me world peace:

Almighty God,
from whom all thoughts of truth and peace proceed:
kindle, we pray, in the hearts of all, the true love of peace
and guide with your pure and peaceable wisdom
those who take counsel for the nations of the earth
that in tranquillity your kingdom may go forward,
till the earth is filled with the knowledge of your love;
through Jesus Christ your Son our Lord,
who is alive and reigns with you,
in the unity of the Holy Spirit,
one God, now and for ever.
Amen!🙏

VENUS S2: a cup of bitter black tea without sugar or
milk for me today! that's right. in memory
of the recent dead and remind myself
what others r suffering, and would not eat
sugary food anymore, would not wear any
very colourful cloth anymore. trying to
save my soul and have a strict difficult
monk-like kind of life ! just show myself
I'm not one of those living dead. RIP to the
dead ones and my past life! 🙏😔

VENUS S2: : we should pray for the world peace and peace in the middle-east. may God grant peace on the earth. Amen !

VENUS S2: anybody still loves me? no? none? fare enough!

VENUS S2: still not feeling well enough. cough at the same time inside ear having some kind of noise all the time. strangely, actually had some hot food and feeling hot afterwards. coughing is because of feeling cold, so why feeling hot as well? totally mistry. got to learn more medical knowledge! and I never think the modern western way of medical treatment would be able to answer that! so f that

VENUS S2: I'm just struggling with my problem. cough too much and too easy. but I believe that I could cure myself again. this happened 10 years ago twice and I cured it. once through climbing mountains for a week. the 2nd time had lots of super foods. I need to cheer up everyday to myself although actually I feel pretty low. but good mood would help recovering. bad mood do the opposite effects.

VENUS S2: who I talked to the other day about the almond milk? can u remember if it's u? I'm sorry, I was half wrong that day. the almond is good. but not the almond milk. because the almond milk only contains 5%~10% almond, rest of them r just man-made chemicals. shit really! sorry that I only found that out recently and almost stop drinking it now. and i also stop drinking the soya milk for the same reason. u would be a lot better off just eat the almond and soya beans yourself. darling

VENUS S2: very fucking hot. not me. the fucking weather! 32℃，and I can't use electric fan. no air conditioning. so to me it's a fucking torture)

VENUS S2: feeling cold. not healthy. trying to get back the health. in Chinese medical term, feeling too cold or too hot both r some sort of sub-health, meaning not healthy, if not treated would get extremely ill. but if u take it seriously, u wud never get serious illness until u get very old! (i don't wanna long life, but I only want healthy life when I'm alive). anyway, go bed sleeping early is also a way of keeping good health, best time to sleep is before 22 o'clock. so I'm going to sleep now. good night and have a good weekend.

VENUS S2: feeling hot. damn dumping of the nuclear waste water into the sea. anyway. nowadays I've learned to keep calm, therefore I'm not very angry really. don't really even think that much. so good luck to me. haha

VENUS S2: I realized I was very wrong some years ago. I wasted a lot time associated with people whom really had nothing in common with me. nowadays I learned that the reason for us to live really is just build up our positive energy so that's one day we could go to the heaven. so we should try hard to do the right things. including stop associate with rubbish people whom waste our time or energy but to ourselves no benefit to collect good energy at all. so I just smile thinking so called friends or relatives whom left me, actually it's God signs and meaning not for me to associate with them! I'm not angry at all. all r good. I made some new friends whom have a lot in common with me, we're all kind and positive! that's good enough for me.

VENUS S2: really wish someone could love me. ?

VENUS S2: I donno. my mood goes up and down. feeling bad and don't wanna live again. as I still feel have no strength, don't wanna do this or that. ears having noices inside very often. really wish someone could take us away dead or live to end my suffering. I just had enough of this earthly fucking life.

VENUS S2: honestly say. I still wonder y I begin to wear ugly cloth. should I drop beautiful clothes or not? as a spiritual purified person, the appearance is really not very important. but ugly clothes really drag me down. I wear them to cheer myself up rather than cheer others up. I don't really care how others think abt my looking. damn. I'm trapped. haha

VENUS S2: very disappointed! nothing happened last month, the earth is still ok. ppl r still mostly stupid and dumb. and we're still here on the earth waiting for those disasters to happen. fxck it! so we still need to behave nicely and meditate a lot. perhaps only we could save our souls to the heaven. I don't know. too much information recently, need to think more, to find out what r the real truths and what r not. I feel I almost lost all patient live on the earth. I really want to go back to where my soul came from. definitely don't want be reborn again on the earth.

VENUS S2: yes. I just come to complain again. haha. luckily nothing happened despite some said the world would end last month, but they still said will be soon. fxcking hell. that means we have to wait for another 2~27 years. that is a kind of torture. wish the end of it I could go back to the planet I came from although I can't remember which one is it now. not happy, feel a bit heavy. not because of that. I'm a kind person, so I would be saved and go to the heaven, i know. 4000 years ago, i believe God send me to the earth to save or help humans, but I've been twisted in such a way that I can't really remember my task. fxcking 4000 years! and was not allowed to go back home. fxck. now I know exactly why. but don't wanna say in details. it's complicated. I don't feel happy thinking about my life and going back to c my parents. go or not equally is a fxcking torture.

VENUS S2: still can't control my mood. maybe because I'm still s bit ill. still having a cold, drinking hot ginseng but with running nose. so the liver and spleen both in trouble(I'm sure nobody else here understand why I say so, as it's traditional medical therapy theory. when they're not well.u wud feel depressed). went to shop with a long face felt difficult to cope with life. so I wish someone could come from other space to save us all. as we'll going to have lots huge disasters anyway. I also had enough of this difficult life that it seems I'm always I'll or have no strength to do anything. life is like shagging an ugly bitch . haha(actually I never did that.just imagination )

VENUS S2: it's said the world might end this month, if it's not happening, then it might happen in year 2032 or 2050. The world would be upside down, most ppl would die. eventually the descendants of aliens and robots and half human half robots would take over the earth. very few humans might escape to another planet. eventually the Communism society would be established, language would be only mathematics and people's thinking but no oral language, thus art and literature world might disappear, everyone would be equal, food and medicines would be plenty but not too much and would be distributed equally. most spirits of humans would be lifted by God to other planets. can't wait. but just remember:
IF U SEE A WHITE BRIGHT CIRCLE DROP FROM the SKY, JUST DROP EVERYTHING AND GO. AS CATESTRAUFIC DISASTER WOULD HAPPEN THAT DAY AND MOST People WOULD DIE, THE SURVIVORS WOULD BE EXTREMELY DIFFICULT TO SURVIVE. SO JUST DROP everything AND GO TO THE BRIGHT CIRCLES AND GO. Don't HESITATE! ONLY HAVE 15 MINUTES FOR U TO ESCAPE!

VENUS S2: I joined a special chat group which we talk a lot about high technology, the earth history and the universe. it looks that a few ppl have connections or contact with other beings in the universe. things they said r quite shocking. just too much information to digest at the moment. and I don't know y they wanna me to join to the core group. I just think maybe God wanna me know more abt the universe.

VENUS S2: I just love these words: mirror mirror on the wall, who's the ugliest of all. so cool, such a beautiful line !

VENUS S2: I think I'm very negative. haha. not happy! don't even think being alive is something really interesting!