awesomely amazing

okay so basically. i have no life and i cant get anywhere in it. today i woke up and went to eat. then i was stuck in my house all day. uberboring. my uncle and cousin came over and we smoked up the walk as we walked. [[highlight of day]] o called this boy i been trying to get with and i know he likes me.. but he always has friends over so he wont come down.. he wanted to hangout at about 3 in the morning just so we could go smoke.. and no.. im no doing that. i want him to like me for me. not what i have or can get. but i just cant get my mind off him... hes amazing. he promised me he would come by tomorrow. just to see me and i honestly cant wait. hes just one of those guys that as soon as you start seeing him you have to f#~x him and i havent been out with him yet so i havent yet... i havent had s^~ since the end of october.. i know thats a lil personal but i could care less. it was with my ex boy and he was actually dating some other girl.. but you know thats what she gets for being with him. the only reason he was even with her was to make me mad. i recently kicked her ass because shes soo pathetic that she makes up shit about me and my family just so people can have a reason for hating me... it aint working..the whole reason i came on this thing is so i can meet some people and talk to them to but i guess it helps me release everything i have been wanting to just tell everyone.