if u need my info

slavebee @ y****@.com
cherrypixi@g****.com

there ya go

see you all when wire is back up


good night wire

good bye old wire

see you all when new wire is back up!!!

<3


xoxox
bee

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There was a time I had all control, to live a life towards a goal
To hold a job, to raise a child, behave as taught and not be wild
To be a woman, strong and smart, to feed the mind but not the heart
It seemed to matter to me then, that all could sure on me depend
Conduct counts, behave just so, do what's right, they'll never know that
all it brought was stress and pain, never made me happy was all in vain

So time went on the struggle grew, between the life and what i knew
Was locked inside, the secret place, and never showed upon my face
I couldn't say not quite out loud, that all I needed to be allowed
To bend my knee, to whisper low, to lower my eyes and finally show
Just how I shiver and I shook, at Masters voice or just a look
To wear his collar chains or brand, to serve him with both heart and hand

Now is the time I live for me, no more afraid to let me be
The woman slave that buried deep, was never dead but just asleep
My Master found when he did look, that I was lost, so me he took
and showed the way to be fulfilled,my spirit loved, fed & thrilled
He taught me now & teaches still, what I need to learn most well
We both rejoice and laugh and smile, to see I've made it one more mile

This is the way I want to live, to serve, submit and ever give
My best to him, I owe him much, my heart, my soul and on and such
Kind and gentle, firm and strict, my Master helps me be correct
To shape my mind to free my soul, to help me make it to my goal
To be a slave's misunderstood, research it first you really should
and then you'd see the richness there, the way I need it like the air

Its not a life that's easy true, but then what is I'd ask of you
But if we all are true to heart, it must be then the place to start
Within yourself there is a place, where honesty has won the race
and if you find a slave kneels there, don't be afraid just be fair
For only when you let it shine, can you be calm in heart and mind
It is a part of all I do, I know now that its really true

The life is hard,the learning long,& discipline comes each time I'm wrong
I've faced the truth there is no doubt,this is just what I'm all about
I need it in my daily fare, to resist and struggle and find it there
calmly applied by Master - friend, who knows just what I need and when
I learn to take what he will allow, do all I can to please somehow
And know that if I am in vain, he will calmly correct me yet again

My Master now I wish to thank, for all he does, for every spank,
When I get tired, rebellious, give lip, I know I often feel his whip
Its all the life I love and choose, to kiss his feet and lick his shoes
Sometimes my mind can't understand, why it is I need his firm hand
Im a woman proud, alive and grown, why cant I make decisions alone?
Because you see, I am a slave, his power is something I've come to crave

I do not fear the belt or hand, for it only helps me now to stand
and know myself and limits too, so I can push them make them new
My Master knows his slavegirl well, and has many things that he will tell
To help me through, to ease my way, to challenge me both night and day
I am his slave I wear his chains, and through my tears will say again
I wouldn't stop this for the world, I am his, his little slavegirl

The lessons here are no more hard than those we learned in the school yard
To mind my manners, to know my place, to honour him with heart and face
to represent my teacher well, to never say "oh what the hell"
I am a slave and one that's owned, I kneel most days here in my home
Obedience is a lesson tough, and hard to learn through all the stuff
that clogs the truth and confuses me, and makes it hard for me to see

I love my Master, I want to please, and so I live upon my knees
This is the place that I belong, to bow my head cannot be wrong
To honour him in all I do, to be a slavegirl through and through
It makes me smile it brings me joy, he values me
I'm not a toy The rules he sets for me are best, they set my worries now to rest
He is quite strict and sharp and firm, and so its easier for me to learn

So in the end I have to say, I need this life and every day
To know there's limits to my choice, to speak my love in calm clear voice
To love my Master and his care of me, he touched my soul and made me free
He owns me now, I am his task, I'm grateful that he let me ask
Him for his help, wisdom, calm, when things were muddled and always wrong
I'm on a path I understand, I'm his slave of heart, his to command.

just me

I'm a submissive woman,
but do not get me wrong.
I am not a weakling,
I'm intelligent, proud and strong.

I can take care of myself
my submission is my choice.
I'm a very strong-willed woman
who knows how to use her voice.

Then why, you may ask,
do I choose to give up control?
To allow another the power
over my body, heart and soul?

There's a certain freedom
that I cannot quite explain;
It's trust, loyalty and devotion
It's passion, pleasure and pain.

It's in the wonder of knowing
that I'm always cared for by Another.
I call Him my Master
but He is also Mentor, Friend, and Lover.

He anticipates my wants,
He knows my every need.
And I know that my best interests
are at the heart of His every deed.

My heart swells with pride
as He sits tall and proud in His chair;
His loving girl kneeling at His feet,
His hand resting possessively in her hair.

Everything I do, I do to please Him
His every wish, want and desire
I'm not a materialistic woman,
His smile is the only reward I require.

I kneel before my Master with pride
So please, do not look upon me with pity.
For, if asked, I will tell you
this is exactly where I wish to be

Slave's Awakening

i wandered helpless through this life
As lovers came and went
A need within i could not name
A chance i had not spent
There i was, alone and cold
A witness with no truth
But i knew then what i know now
Upon the sight of You
For some are born as You, my Master
Showing us our path
As we are born to beg and serve
Lest we incur your wrath
"On your knees, slave."
When first i sank to that stone floor
The tears rolled down my face
Of one, who after many years,
Has finally found her place
To You i freely give my heart
And all that it contains
For when i disobey i find
My solace in the pain
i have no power here before You,
Held within Your thrall
For now You own my heart and soul
And body, most of all

uhh yeah thats right and what?

First day that we met there was something special
Something between us with so much potential
But something was nothing was all just a game
You played my brain with your cute little frame

To think that I thought there was something between us
Think that I thought there was love in between us
Now that I thought it was you in between us
Now that I thought it was you that deceived us

But no us, it was you then me
How the hell could I see what would happen to be
Were you actually just playin with me?
How the fw^$ could this be how you treated me?

You said these words and you did these things
And you wrapped me around like a f@zx^# string
And you pulled me along and you led me on
Until all I got left is the words to a song

Now I look in your eyes and I start to realize
All those fw^$*&# lies in between your lines
Not a single truth in a thing you said
But I don't give a shit now cuz to me you're dead

soooo hilarious...EPIC MOVIE with a pause for popcorn too!

DemonGoddess0403: *drops M&M's on Skars* wish I knew man
Skars187: *dances the safty dance under M&M's*
twinklebee: lol
twinklebee: wear ur hard hat
DemonGoddess0403: *starts dropping ninja smoke bombs on Skars*
seamy1984: hello all
Skars187: OMG!!
twinklebee: hey
twinklebee: ashy?i replied
Slave_Ashpea: hm
DemonGoddess0403: *giggles and reaches for the box of sharp pointy things* hold still
twinklebee: to ur msg
~◘♥◘TouchOfPink◘♥◘~: *saves skars from the smoke*
Slave_Ashpea: ok
Skars187: O.o
~◘♥◘TouchOfPink◘♥◘~: hi.
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Skars187: WHY YOU TRYIN TO KILL ME DG??? I THOUGHT WE WAS NIGGAS??
DemonGoddess0403: PINK!!!!!!! I was having fun!
~◘♥◘TouchOfPink◘♥◘~: lol
twinklebee: lol
DemonGoddess0403: I just wanna see how many I can drop without hitting you
seamy1984: hi dansk prinsesse
Skars187: lol, i love when people com in and try to talk to poeple that have not said anything in the last hour
Be[lie]ve: 0.o
Lunasha: Backkkk
Lunasha:
Be[lie]ve: wb
krazy_guy666: Lol luna
DemonGoddess0403: *drops a dagger at Skars* heads up.............hehe
Skars187: *vanishes
Lunasha: And happily stoned
Skars187: *reappears behing bee*
twinklebee: *hey!*
Be[lie]ve: lol
twinklebee: omg is that ur gun?
Skars187: you wanna play, fine! *vanishes*
snake432: *sees skars and laughs his head off*
~◘♥◘TouchOfPink◘♥◘~: *is hit with the dagger*
medcezirman: hi
~◘♥◘TouchOfPink◘♥◘~: *starts bleeding and just stands there*
medcezirman: everybody
medcezirman has been suspended: no pic no stay
DemonGoddess0403: *heals Pink* sorry
Skars187: *reappears behind DG, slashes giant sword horizontally*
twinklebee: loool
twinklebee: wth
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twinklebee: skars
DemonGoddess0403: *giggles and leans forward off the rafter* nice try pup
twinklebee: oooh she called u a pup
~◘♥◘TouchOfPink◘♥◘~: it's ok DG, i'm self healing anyway, i just felt like leaving it there for a moment
krazy_guy666: Luna wb
twinklebee: wb luna
Skars187: get back here! *snaps finger, creates ice and throws it at dg*
Skars187: *charges with sword at the ready*
DemonGoddess0403: *vanishes in smoke* try again
krazy_guy666: She controls fire skars
Lunasha: *Watches the fight*
Skars187: shut it before i kill you
Lunasha: *Hides behind Krazy*
Skars187: gah!
twinklebee: *hides behind luna*
Lunasha: Lol
twinklebee: *pulls ashy behind me*
krazy_guy666: Um.
Lunasha: *Protects bee and uses Krazy as a shield*
DemonGoddess0403: *bursts into flame behind Skars* LEAVE HIM ALONE!
krazy_guy666: *hides behind bee*
Lunasha: Alrriiighhht...
krazy_guy666: Wtf?!
Skars187: *clinches fist and drops the temp in the entire room by 50 degrees*
Be[lie]ve: ::gets a blankie::
Lunasha: *teeth chatters*
Lunasha: Not cool man.... or should I say..too cool?
twinklebee: *lights fireplace*
Lunasha: Yay
krazy_guy666: Huddle for warmth!
Be[lie]ve: lolololol cheese action movie line
twinklebee: lmao
Lunasha: *Cuts down Krazys tree and puts it on fire*
DemonGoddess0403: *hugs Skars and lights him aflame* will you warm up already!
twinklebee: *passes popcorn around*
Skars187: *vanishes*
twinklebee: *shh this is the goo part*
twinklebee: good*
Lunasha: *Nibbles on some popcorn*
Skars187: *reappears behind DG and slashes sword*
Lunasha: *Gasps*
krazy_guy666: noooooo. NOT THE BANANAS!!!!!!
twinklebee: *oh noooo*
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twinklebee: *huddles into luna*
twinklebee: *covers eyes*
Skars187: *jumps up the rafters*
Lunasha: *Wraps arms around bee and watches in horror*
DemonGoddess0403: *spins and catches the sword* really still trying that*
twinklebee: *yes!*
twinklebee: spills popcorn*
Lunasha: *Claps for Dg* YEAHHHHHHh
~◘♥◘TouchOfPink◘♥◘~: *walks up the wall and lays down on the ceiling*
twinklebee: pauses live action*
Lunasha: Lol
twinklebee: gotta get more pop corn
Skars187: you know im just as strong as you now that you gave me the key to hell
Lunasha: nice bee, quick, get some more...
DemonGoddess0403: *leaps into the air and.................* WTF BEE!!
twinklebee: *runs and gets more*
twinklebee: * runs back * *sits*
twinklebee: Un pauses* ok
twinklebee: Lmao*
Lunasha: *eats more popcorn*
Skars187: *jumps up at DG*
DemonGoddess0403: *.................flies after Skars* I did and now I am going to have fun!
Lunasha: Lol
krazy_guy666: *sits in corner and mopes about my tree being cut*
Be[lie]ve: stop moping mike
Lunasha: *Drags Krazy back* SHIELD!
Be[lie]ve: its not cute
Skars187: *punches her in the stonache witht the hilt of my sword*
Slave_Ashpea: ~pondering on things....~
krazy_guy666: Wtf?! Again!!
Skars187: Its My World!!!!!
DemonGoddess0403: I gave you a copy of the key........I still have mine*falls out of the air and lands on the remains of the tree* ooff
Skars187: *lands on my feet*
twinklebee: im so posting this
twinklebee: this is out movie
twinklebee: epic with the pause too
Lunasha: It's funny.
Skars187: *reheats room*
Lunasha: *Puts out the fire*
Lunasha: yay
krazy_guy666: *pokey pokey*
Skars187: *glares at DG*
DemonGoddess0403: *leaps up after Skars kicking him in the head* no fair!
Skars187: *falls on the ground, springboards back up and chases*
~◘♥◘TouchOfPink◘♥◘~: *puts a barrier around herself to block out sound and protect her from any... violent acts*
keller4444: hi al
Skars187: im not finished with you yet!
~◘♥◘TouchOfPink◘♥◘~: *falls asleep there on the ceiling*
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DemonGoddess0403: *dives into the lake* so come get me!
keller4444: any one wana chat
Lunasha: Where did the lake come from o.o
Lunasha: Rafters and then a lake...
Skars187: *transforms into reagal copper dragon*
twinklebee: i always have a lake in my room
Lunasha: This movie makes no sense,,,
krazy_guy666: She is the lady of the laje
twinklebee: never does
krazy_guy666: Lake*
Lunasha: Ohhh
Skars187: im not transforming, what the hell
DemonGoddess0403: *peeks out of the lake and grins*
Skars187: why am i not trasnforming!!
keller4444 has been suspended: shhh silence is golden!!!! cant u see there is movie going on
Lunasha: *points and giggles at Skars*
DemonGoddess0403: *hold up a copper scale* I took this when you hit me
Skars187: *picks up a rocka nd throws it at the crowd!!!*
Skars187: Fffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lunasha: *Catches the rock and throws it back!!*
Skars187: *vanishes*
DemonGoddess0403: *leaps out of the lake and changes into my white tiger form* come get it
twinklebee: *grips luna's arm*
Skars187: *reappears and lands on DG!*
twinklebee: *opens eyes wide*
twinklebee: Omg!!!!....
Skars187: *slams*
Lunasha: *gasps and looks at bee*
Lunasha: Oh No!
DemonGoddess0403: *purrs* you tickle
krazy_guy666: Am I still a shield?!
twinklebee: *gasps* nooooooo
Lunasha: yes
kadi_diamond: hi people i just joined
Skars187:
Skars187: stop mocking me!
DemonGoddess0403: *rolls over on my back and splats Skars* ok I wont
Skars187: splats?
Skars187: damnit!
DemonGoddess0403: I am a 7 foot tall tiger I ent light
Be[lie]ve: Hey sponge
DemonGoddess0403: *stands and pokes Skars with my paw* did you die?
violentsponge: Hey lie
Skars187: *gets up, channels omnislash!!\*
Lunasha: *eyes widen*
Skars187: *hits DG with his sword 15 times in a row!*
DemonGoddess0403: aww crap!*starts to shrink fast*
violentsponge: You have defeated Demon Goddess...
Skars187: damnit i missed!
violentsponge: You have gained 3 exp
violentsponge: 0 gp
DemonGoddess0403: *shrinks to the size of a mouse* REALLY! OUCH already *bites Skars in the foot*
Skars187: ow god damnit!
Slave_Ashpea: Well, after im done copying and pasting my blogs, i am seriously done with this f@~@^z& site
Skars187: *punts*
Skars187: ugh bye?
Slave_Ashpea: mhm bye
DemonGoddess0403: *goes sailing across the room and lands on Bee* HEy
Skars187: was nice knowing you, we had good times together you and i
DemonGoddess0403: bye???
Slave_Ashpea: Cya,
Skars187: though i dont know you and at this paticular moment your craving attention, but peace love dope!
Skars187: *vanishes*
Slave_Ashpea: That im craving attention? Have i ever wanted attention in this damn room?
Skars187: dont know, you tell me
~◘♥◘TouchOfPink◘♥◘~: ...
Slave_Ashpea: Glares
~◘♥◘TouchOfPink◘♥◘~: *starts to whimper in her sleep*
Slave_Ashpea: and this is why i am leaving. High school all over again. Nothing but children
Slave_Ashpea: in here
DemonGoddess0403: *sits on Bee's shoulder*battle over I guess

Sail

This is how I show my love
I made it in my mind because
I blame it on my ADD, baby

This is how an angel cries
I blame it on my own sick pride
Blam it on my ADD, baby

Sail
Sail
Sail
Sail
Sail

Maybe I should cry for help
Maybe I should kill myself
Blame it on my ADD, baby

Maybe I'm a different breed
Maybe I'm not listening
Blame it on my ADD, baby

Lalalalala
Lalalalala

Lalalalala
Lalalalala

Sail
Sail
Sail
Sail
Sail
Sail

IMPORTANT INFO ABOUT BEE!!!

so as most of u know, as of next wed i will no longer have internet, i will not have it for about 6 months or so, this is a decision made by my husband and i have no fight to offer him, he has decided since we are moving we need to take the next few months to save money therefor cutting luxory things out.


i will have my phone so if u are able please leave me ur number as i can still text and call, i have y**** as well but only through phone, i will surely miss all of u and come on when i get a chance, but most likely not often.

and dont worry i will be back jsut not right away, i am sad in this moment of time and i have had my issues with it, but it is waht it is and i have to jump on the wave and ride it till it ends, hopefully it ends at internets door and i can come back..again i will miss all of u and i hope for the best.

gone fro now (tues 28th) but not forver

EPICALLY EPIC!!! OMG FALLS OVER LAUGHING*

♫Ruby Tuesday♪: because master kyle, my brain doesnt shut up.
MasterKyle4400: thank you Xeno
Xenolord87: Quite
MasterKyle4400: what is saying?
♫Ruby Tuesday♪: its telling me to kill toy
♫Ruby Tuesday♪: and you
MasterKyle4400: Me? what did I do?
♫Ruby Tuesday♪: jk. nah lots of things. spinning.
MasterKyle4400: toy well had it coming
MasterKyle4400: care to share?
♫Ruby Tuesday♪: lol.
twinklebee: <---loves purple toys
MasterKyle4400: loves man toys lol
Xenolord87: *makes mental note*
Xenolord87: >_>
MasterKyle4400: not I ..twinkle I meant...EPIC FAIL
Xenolord87: *facepalms Kyle*
♫Ruby Tuesday♪: i shouldnt share.
MasterKyle4400: tY
twinklebee:
♫Ruby Tuesday♪: tooooooooo much

ALL I GOT TO SAY IS KYLE, INEVER WOULD HAVE THUNK IT

me!

if u want to know how i am or what i like read this, this is me..this is done to me...dont like it i'm sorry

i know i'm weird but i love me
btw this would be the guy talking to me or doing to me

Hellhound,
Hellbound,
Hot on ya trail and hungry for the sound of ya cryin
Cold shivers in the back when I light the match,
Burnin hotter than ya thermostats,
Overdose when I push up Inside,
Ride on a bed of fire,
Oh baby I can take you higher,
I like the way you cut me,
I like the way you f%@$ me,
I like it when ya tie me up,
I hope you like it rough.
(And you will fly with me,
You'll get high with me,
You'll lay down with me,
you'll cry out loud yeah... with me
Cold chills up and down your spine
Don't mind when I come from behind,
I see you laid back in ecstasy
As I eat you alive,
And then hit it like a landmine,
Oh woman you're so fine, fine, fine
And you're all mine
I want to tease you,
And I want to please you,
And I want to burn you,
And I want to bleed you,
(And you will fly with me,
You'll get high with me,
You'll lay down with me,
You'll cry out loud (yeah yeah
I will invade you're senses
I'll see you in your dreams
Hold out your arms,
So I can break you at the seams,
My little lover,
Under cover,
You shiver and shake and quake and break like no other
Little lover,
Yeah little lover,
Oh little lover,
Yeah little lover,
Little little lover,
You Shiver and shake,
You shiver and shake and quake and break and...
You Shiver and shake and break... my little lover, you,
You shiver and shake,
You shiver and shake and quake,
and you shiver and shake.... my little love-er...