 Friends         |  nersesnick: This comment has been deleted 4 years ago • Report • Link 0  TrashQueen117: It's funny how things that were once our main comforts can turn into our main stressors and make us want to die! TrashQueen117: Cleaning out my friend list, too many fake friends so if you're a real one comment <3 TrashQueen117: I'm honestly so done trying anymore, I tried to be comfortable being fat just to be told "You looked better while you were starving yourself" and "No matter how much makeup you wear you'll still be ugly" and I know it's all true but it hurts..... TrashQueen117: Ughhh I hate getting feelings for people, I know they're too good for me and would never feel the same..... idk why I torture myself like this TrashQueen117: Does anyone want to stay on my friend list? I want to clean it out and keep only people who really want to be my friends TrashQueen117 added new images to her gallery Hot anime girls, you're welcome š     12 New Pictures added to Hot anime girls, you're welcome š TrashQueen117: I am sooo sooo incredibly happy! I do not have to leave, at least for the remainder of the year! I'm extremely excited to deepen bonds I have already made and to form new ones will more people TrashQueen117: Hey, I know this is pretty sudden but I decided it's in my best interest to leave wire, at least for a while.... if you care/are curious why ask me ig.... I need to focus on myself for a while and I hope you all understand thanks for always understanding and being there for me (some of you) I especially want to thank Gone, Hazza and Jere for being there since the beginning they're amazing and I love them so so much <3 for those of you who have me on other social media, I'll probably still be there and I trust you not to interfere with me trying to get better, thanks and goodbye  supernaut9: Hope the change does well for you. Message me on kik at Shini1x if ya like. I'd be happy to talk. TrashQueen117: Look everyone, sorry I'm so annoying and I'm sorry I'll never be good enough or worth anything and I'm sorry I constantly panic, I know all too well I'm being irrational and freaking out for no reason but I don't have control...... If you hate me just leave don't pretend to be my friend and like me just to talk shit about me behind my back. This is why I had such bad trust issues, every time I open up I get hurt by people I trust..... I'm honestly over it and if you don't want to be my friend tell me, I won't get offended cuz I wouldn't want to be my friend either...... I'll unfriend you and never bother you again if you want, if multiple people just want me gone then fine, I'll delete my account and never come back just tell me View all 4 posts  TrashQueen117: just fucking sick of people lying cuz they're "scared to hurt" me but they hurt me more when trying not to supernaut9: Well I don't really know you, but I will say that you shouldn't treat yourself so harshly. And one thing I've learned is that it can be hard to find people that make you feel better on the internet, most likely they'll make you feel worse. You shouldn't give them too much say over your emotions (as hard as that may be) unless they are shown with time to deserve your trust. Same goes for real life, but I think things are much harsher online. Hope things start to look up for ya. You're worth much more than you might think. |
