 Friends         | I am only here for friends. I am deeply in love with my husband. I am currently looking for a full job, though it may be on hold for a little while. I have a new baby who I love with all of my heart. After a major blow up, I have learned that I have quite a few flaws to work on, so that is what I am trying to do  therisenfirebird: How am I the mom of a 1 year old? My heart grows more in love every day 1 month ago • Report • Link 0 therisenfirebird: Well if anyone has missed me, though I'm guessing not, I have a wonder and beautiful four month old daughter who is my whole world therisenfirebird: I can't believe I've been a mom for a whole month. Loving my little angel more and more every day therisenfirebird: In less than a week, I celebrate another birthday, in less than 5 weeks, I will be welcoming a sweet miracle into the world therisenfirebird: Sitting here with a dog laying on my feet as I try to do some writing. I would kill for a coffee, but maybe I will settle for hot chocolate
therisenfirebird: Sometimes I really wish I wasn't so nice, and that I didn't hate upsetting people, because if being hormonal has taught me anything, it's that I am beyond done with everyone else's bullshit. therisenfirebird: We all got a dark side, we all try to hide Sweep under the carpet like it's not alive We all got our reasons, what we keep inside Dark side, dark side I'm gonna drag my shadow into the light I'm gonna let my monsters eat me alive I'm one confession from nothing to hide I’m gonna show my shadow, my shadow therisenfirebird: A fight was all she needed To give her reason She slammed the door with no goodbye And knew that it was time Now she's driving too fast She didn't care to glance behind And through her tears she laughed It's time to kiss the past goodbye I'm finally on my own Don't try to tell me no There's so much more for me Just watch what I will be She walked away Couldn't say why she was leaving She walked away She left all she had believed in She walked away therisenfirebird: Getting tired of feeling this way. No matter what I say or do, I am in the wrong, but the minute I ask about it, I'm over reacting, and what happens, a week later, everything blows up and it's somehow my fault. Time to go hide in a hole therisenfirebird: You can try to minimize me, but here's the truth I've been saving all my savage up just for you I’m ready for combat, ready for rage Haven't you heard? Luck favours the crazy I'll make you fight back, yeah how you like that? And just like that I got you Ready for combat, give me a war Tick like a timebomb, ready to roar Let me ignite that, yeah how you like that? And just like that I got you Ready for combat  Hypergurl65: Who says that you are not a singer or a write? If you sing, are you not a singer and if you write,are you not a writer? I believe in you. therisenfirebird: I am really struggling right now. Some days I wish someone could see past the facade and tell me they understand  Fiyero: You're not alone even if you feel like you are. Its hard to keep that outstretched hand up for so, so long when looks like nobody wants to grab it but you have to keep trying or else you wont come back. Just remember its not personal, everyone has their plea out there but only a few are willing to take the risk and make those connections, specially after all the rejections and belittling of others that happen every day. Like those nice lyrics say: With no-one wearing their real face It's a whiteout of emotion And I've only got my brittle bones to break the fall When the love in letters fade It's like moving in slow motion And we're already too late if we arrive at all And then we're caught up in the arms race An involuntary addiction And we're shedding every value our mothers taught ---------- Take care and good luck. therisenfirebird: Just lost someone I cared about in a house fire. Hold those you care about close, you never know when something could happen... therisenfirebird: Been knocked out, been beat down Ain't nothing you can tell us now Struggle, succeed, rewind and repeat Struggle, succeed, rewind and repeat Bring the pain, we're not fazed We know it's coming anyway Struggle, succeed, rewind and repeat Struggle, succeed, rewind and repeat |
