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just a dream

the great time we had
thought it would start my being happy
thought it would end my sad
i can still hear your laughing

was it all just a dream
was it all just a thought
was it not what it seemed
was it nothing, what i cought

seemed like you were
now i feel you dont
i still feel you here
i bet you dont

was it all just a dream
was it all just a thought
was it not what it seemed
was it nothing, what i cought

now i feel stupid
now i feel dumb
thought about cupid
thought about numb

was it all just a dream
was it all just a thought
was it not what it seemed
was it nothing, what i cought

i feel hurt,
though i wanted pleasure
i feel like dirt
i thought you could mesure

was it all just a dream?
was it all just a thought?
was it not what it seemed?
was it nothing, what i cought?

thought you had fun
thought you felt the same
thought you would be my hun
now i feel lame...

i am not takein credit for this poem


Share This Posted Today 06:57 PM

It’s one in the morning
She’s the only one awake
She sheds one more tear
For every cut she makes

The knife in her hand
Has become her best friend
And it will stay that way
Until the very end

In school the next day
She barely said a thing
When she saw her best friend
She told her everything

That’s when he best friend left her
She had done all she could do
But then she just gave up
Their relationship was through

So now this girl is lonely
But she made it that way
It was her decision
To be suicidal that day

The scars cover her body
The pain is all she knows
She feels it every day
From her head down to her toes

This pistol in her hand
She’ll use to end her life
It’s the perfect plan
And much better than a knife

She grips it even harder
As she puts it to her head
She slowly pulls the trigger
And soon she will be dead

The blood drips on her fingers
She takes a long deep breath
The neighbor calls 911
To tell of her coming death

She hears the coming sounds
She sees the coming lights
She realizes it could be
One of her last nights

The lights and sounds are fading
She can't hold on to life
Now she regrets what she’s done
She should’ve stuck with the knife

All the machines are beeping
People standing where she lies
And in one sudden instant
This suicidal girl just dies

Her family is all weeping
As her soul rises high
Her parents enter the room
To tell their daughter goodbye

This girl is looking down
From the heavens up above
She never knew from all those years
That she had so much love

Another life is lost
Another decision made
Just don’t make this decision
When your life is in the shade

It’s the wrong way to solve problems
Or to get rid of a wretched curse
Suicide is not the answer
And will only make things worse

going through changes

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i am addicted to this song

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fake

people have called me fake,
people have called me wrong
people seem to just take
people seem to ignore my song
no one is perfect
no one trys to be
but what is unknown is
i am a fake,
i fake my smile everyday
to make people look the other way
i fake my smile for everyone
to make people think there not the only one
in reality im not that fine
in reality im not that great
though i say im okay
i wish things were the other way
i indeed am fake like this,
as i act i live in complete bliss

just some thoughts of mine, been a trying few days

should i go back to the room
where all i do is fight
as i look up to the moon
wishing i could take flight
should i go back to the room
where all i do is hurt,
should i go back so soon
where i feel im treated like dirt
upon the last few days
upon the last few nights
i feel i have been in a haze
i feel i have been in fights
through more and more
through less and less
i feel emotionally sore
i feel no bless
i feel no love
i feel just pain
and hate from above
i feel i have been slain
a stake through my heart,
made of words made of thought
would have stayed away if i was smart
but this i was never taught
nothing can be said
nothing can be shown
in my life i feel sad
for all of the known
should i go back
to the room i have been hurt
or should i just pack
as i feel ive been treated as dirt

this is also true,

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to a point, but not 100% true

what hurts the most

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exactly

just so yall know

this is VERY true

ignored and done

well, i have been feeling the past few days like i am just a waste of space in the room of my "friends" talking, like i have to force people to pay attention to me, i dont like being anywhere i am not welcome, so i will not be, ill go somewhere else, or, not come one at all, or something i dont know, ill figure it out, dont mean to be where im not wanted, so i guess i might talk to yall later, or something, i dont know...
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