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Source_0_resS: Today I found myself laying in bed longer then I normally do. I was humbling about all kinds of things. Mediative in a way. I thought this is what some consider a sign of depression. Sure I was riding through waves of emotional humblings as I was trying to sort out little fragmented peices of my mind. Then this thought came to me.. "how could this ever be depressing. It's self awareness." I'm not playing woes me.. why me.. but I'm understanding me. Then the thought comes in... "Well you're not a therapist how do you know if your actually helping yourself. I'm still here aren't I?" And I think to myself... (What a wonderfilled world..) I mean.. how depressing it is that people will lay in bed for hours watching programming to create emotions oppose to understanding their own. Badaboom. That be all.
Source_0_resS: Last night I had a conversation with someone about love and light and crystals where I found myself ponder about what the actual benefits of it is. Does these things really help make our lives "better"? Or do we just perceive it that way. What I mean is, we envision it, and it manifest oppose to it actual doing the work?
Here I am looking at a kyanite and indigo gabbro, I ask myself... "Do these things really work? or is it my energy making these things work?" Would they do anything if I didn't activate it with my own awareness??
This would be the same with the light and love and sending energy and such. Does this work, if a person isnt aware of the energy being sent?
Thoughts and opinions? Im in the air about a lot of things, questioning everything I once believed in. Its not loosing hope... but maybe more so, understanding the understanding of such things.
David Grey: “Questioning everything... Gaining understanding of the understanding of it”... Yes. Exactly! Although
I don’t know much. Like at all. Obviously... But really even less than ever now. I’m coming back to “beginner mind” or trying to.
I think really “sending light and love” is a lot like sending “thoughts and prayers”.,. Just different boxes and labels. If I’m on an island dying of starvation and someone is sending me light. That’s sweet and all but I still die on the island bc nobody sent me a fucking pack of crackers.
The work and the DOING is the truth- You’re energy activating it... YOU are the truth. You bring the meaning to the stories.
People do. We make the magic,... I think. But I dunno. (Which might be exactly what Spirit/God/whoever planned.... Orrrrr I’m full of shit.
Hope I was remotely on topic.
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Source_0_resS: Google probably has a better explanation then I could give, because my vision of it is becoming slightly askew.... but then again, interchanging worlds, everything probably rings as true.
Lately I seem to feel less of a pull towards spiritual and more towards con-spiritual. Its strange how some of the youtube videos I watch seem to be coining that word to now, which makes me wonder if I'm on a new path for a bit, traveling these wormholes, rabbit holes and portals into the alter/net perspectives for a bit.
Oh how this creative narrative seems to frequently impact me like levers and buttons to pull and push upon to create some kinda chaos.
Spirituality seems to add to much yearning for approval. Oddly enough here i use yearning and spiritual in the same sentence... for segment 5 gives a glimpse.
David Grey: Is it really a tangent? Maybe it isn’t... Maybe the ppl who only say two words about the weather so they don’t rock the boat are on a tangent of normalcy! It is nice to see thought/intelligence/depth in the world!! “Tangent away! Or tangerine away. Whatever autocorrect wills....
Gotta look in to conspiracy-uality! As long it doesn’t mean we have to wear bison horns and paint American flags on our faces! I’m game...
True re: yearning/spirituality... Need is a big part of it sometimes,, a highly exploited element... need mixed w shame/terror and fear... Sounds like a typical Sunday sermon! ✌️🤘👍
And yes the narrative is pulling me and pushing me like a pinball machine on tilt! I think my levers are broken at this point. But maybe that was needed?
Source_0_resS: Years ago... I bought a bunch of Unknown Mystery Books from the salvation army.. I only read one on psychic powers. But this one character sat with me back then... I remember feeling like a little kid.. with a poltergeist over my shoulder the day i said in my connecting room (it connects 3 rooms together but two large to be a hall.) Today I finished the Meta Book segment 4.... And oddly enough while explaining a prop in the outro video, I make mention of this book... Due to symbols placed on the boardgame/map prop. Yet this is a tangent, but do to this I had the book out for the video. Any So I stumbled through this book only to lock eyes with a picture of Washington Irving Bishop. Well.. he was actually in his casket in the photo.. yet this time, i noticed he was a free mason. Not that it really matters, but anyone who has been following my long enough... knows.. in soul essence i was probably once part of a secrets society.. and yes, i know that is nothing to boost about in the eyes of most, but also.. i don't give much thought to other peoples opinions. Any who... the Meta Book... was Created out of a book called "Sweet Misfortune." I just stumbled across this quote, I'm not sure is this is the same Washington Irving, but sometimes one thing leads to another. The was like a confirming synchrocities... to keep pushing.
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David Grey: You put that psychic powers book on a video, I think, right? I remember seeing it and it triggered my memories of being a kid and reaaaally wanting that series! They'd play those commercials a lot on USA Network or something... It was from time life, I think. But it was a total nostalgic shot when I saw that. Forgot to tell you about it. Love the story and love the quote! If the syncs ever stop reminding you to keep pushing...here is a person reminding you too! Keep pushing!! :mchammerdance: :isitstillSaturday?:
We are never gonna survive... Unless . We get a little bit crazy.
Artist get it.. I hope
Source_0_resS: So here I sit, reading message board post through spider eyes. Its amazing in all the wonderous ways my brain misinterprets other peoples statement, but in a way that seems to sit with my soul.
I read this line: Am a firm believer that unless tangible evidence is found refuting or confirming something ANYTHING is possible.
I felt like it said... Anything is possible, so you better refute and confirm things to prevent that.
Wait. Did I read it right? or am i just confusing myself? Whatever the case maybe... have i told yall I love being me?
PS. I love you all.... being you too.