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Songbird_nz: 2019...

The year that gave me whiplash! Not gonna lie, this year has probably been one of the most traumatic years for me.

People I thought I loved and trusted, placed blame on me incorrectly and chucked me out of my flat out of nowhere. Oh well, I got a great new little flat and it made me get rid of some toxic humans in my life.
I had a seizure out of absolute nowhere, ended up in hospital ran MANY tests which all came back negative was really confusing and terrifying. Just glad that it hasn’t happened again!
The way my Step Mother has talked to me over many years and never facing any repercussions for her toxic behaviour led me to have a severe falling out with my Dad. If anything, this means that my night terrors are now down to an absolute minimum.

However, the highs have been incredibly high this year too. I not only met but I fell in love with the absolute love of my life. We fall in love more and more every single day and grow stronger and happier every time we see each other. Yup, this is gonna be the forever thing.
Choir has been INCREDIBLE this year, it scared me last year but it really taught me to take over my anxieties. Definitely my favourite project I’ve taken on.
I got the amazing opportunity to visit Melbourne for the firs time this year and have catch ups with my little sister. It was an amazing trip and I will treasure these memories always, so grateful.
Oh, and the weird and dramatic weight loss which is not only baffling but something I’m incredibly proud of! Haven’t been this thin since I was 19!

So here’s to 2020 and the new decade! I hope it’s a good one for all of you!

🎉🍾🎁🎄❤️😊🥰😍
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