 Friends         | Kirill Michaelovich Podzorov 26/02/1990 - 29/03/2020 I'll miss you forever my darling. My heart breaks for you   dingodogr: Hello songbird. I'm in Auckland on lockdown if yo need to chat 17 days ago • Report • Link 0  itsmehere1001: I think she might be gone 15 days ago • Report 0 itsmehere1001: 😞 3 days ago • Report 0  Songbird_nz: So... As an anxiety response my stutter gets tremendously bad. Today was exceptionally bad for that. I've never really had a problem with customers and my stutter but today was the very first time I had to hang up on someone due to my stutter. I answered the phone and tried to ascertain the reason for his call, his immediate response was "Oh fantastic! Who let you work here? You shouldn't be allowed a job like this!" and for the very first time I had to say this "We are an equal opportunity employer and we do not discriminate against those with disabilities which does include speech impediments. Now, I'm more than happy and capable to help you try and resolve this issue, or I can end this call." Needless to say this angered him greatly and his response to my disclaimer was thus: "Or you could resign. People like you shouldn't be working in customer service!" To which my response was "I'm disappointed to hear that you feel that way, due to your response I will be ending the call here" and hung up. So... I feel like I'm a complete failure as a human being.  AtheistGirl1 in reply to itsmehere1001: no, you were talking to a complete failure of a human being. Songbird_nz: So much anxiety right now... Grandad is back in hospital, not responding to treatment as expected... Think we're dealing with the inevitable here.... Songbird_nz: Had a super rough day at work (also sorry peeps if I'm not responsive to DM's it's coz I'm trying to get my soul back) I had some very VERY dark thoughts today. So far the only thing at the moment that is keeping me together is some nasty nasty death metal. Like this one... it sounds evil, but it's actually making me feel like I could accomplish something good... Still trying to get my spirit back so I can talk to someone though, but for now this will do!   Songbird_nz: Why am I getting excerpts from novels written in the omegaverse all over social media? Guys... I'm very much NOT into wolf porn... Thanks Songbird_nz: What does crustomary proseedcake mean? You see I'm a bear of very little brain and long words bother me. Songbird_nz: My phone is basically broken... My pants split so I had to buy a skirt! Work was stupid... I'm so tired Songbird_nz: Busy day... Got up early so I could meet up with my Mum for Breakfast... found out that phone exploded... so 1 panic attack later my flatmate offers to buy me an Uber out to Mums hotel. So I show up, get the dude at the front desk to call Mum's room and let her know that I was downstairs. Mum shows up, I'm still in panic attack mode, show her the sorry story, have a cry, and then off to breakfast and an exceptionally strong coffee. Saw Mum off and then off to several phone repair places where I basically just showed them my phone and went "HELP!" and tried not to cry lol. One place was like, yea we can do it! See you in 45 mins! So thank god for that... but in that 45 mins... my rent got paid before I did! So another panic attack later, got my Mum to transfer me some money real quick so I could pay for the repair. Now I'm back home again and I'm soooooooooo exhausted!!!! Songbird_nz: Hanging with Mums sure does wonders for ones health! Met up for brunch and then wondered about getting woolly jumpers... more workout leggings and then perused Bed Bath and Beyond for sheets and towels... then went back to my place to put my new sheets on my bed and to have a relaxing cup of tea... then I went and got my nails done... I actually kinda feel complete after a manicure lol! I'm such a girl! Then several glasses of vino followed by a really nice dinner at a very nice (but very busy) Italian restaurant... now I'm exhausted! Gonna meet up for breakfast in the morning before her flight home but after that I'm gonna need the biggest nap ever! Sure makes up for Monday nights hospital blitz! Songbird_nz: So... I'm fine... sort of. Just got home after 6 hours in hospital after collapsing at work. The doctors couldn't find an immediate cause after rigorous tests, nothing seemed to jump out at them that made them go... "that's troubling" so I guess that's promising. Just feeling extra dizzy and lethargic for the time being. Wanted to keep y'all in the loop. Songbird_nz: Still listening to his favourite songs... This was his fave by Sleeping With Sirens Miss him sooooo much still...  Songbird_nz: The last 2 nights culinary adventures. Last night was Dukkah crusted chicken with vege couscous and tahini yoghurt. Tonight was Chermoula chicken tacos with herby yoghurt and pickled onions. I PICKLED THE ONIONS MYSELF!!! Feeling super proud!   Songbird_nz: I really need to cool it on the Adventure Time quotes... gah! It's such an easy show to watch! |
