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35 Widow/Widower Female from Wellington       659
         
Kirill Michaelovich Podzorov

26/02/1990 - 29/03/2020

I'll miss you forever my darling. My heart breaks for you

dingodogr
dingodogr: Hello songbird. I'm in Auckland on lockdown if yo need to chat
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itsmehere1001
itsmehere1001: I think she might be gone
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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: So...
As an anxiety response my stutter gets tremendously bad. Today was exceptionally bad for that. I've never really had a problem with customers and my stutter but today was the very first time I had to hang up on someone due to my stutter.

I answered the phone and tried to ascertain the reason for his call, his immediate response was "Oh fantastic! Who let you work here? You shouldn't be allowed a job like this!" and for the very first time I had to say this "We are an equal opportunity employer and we do not discriminate against those with disabilities which does include speech impediments. Now, I'm more than happy and capable to help you try and resolve this issue, or I can end this call." Needless to say this angered him greatly and his response to my disclaimer was thus: "Or you could resign. People like you shouldn't be working in customer service!" To which my response was "I'm disappointed to hear that you feel that way, due to your response I will be ending the call here" and hung up.

So...
I feel like I'm a complete failure as a human being.
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itsmehere1001
itsmehere1001: Good on you for hanging up! What an asshole!
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AtheistGirl1
AtheistGirl1 in reply to itsmehere1001: no, you were talking to a complete failure of a human being.
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anonguy1
anonguy1: No - he's the failed human being.
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seanisntactive
seanisntactive: come back soon!
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itsmehere1001
itsmehere1001: You ok?
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itsmehere1001
itsmehere1001: Hey you!
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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: high as fuuuuuuuuuuck
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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: I cant...
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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: Today was wild...

I feel like shit
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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: So much anxiety right now...

Grandad is back in hospital, not responding to treatment as expected...

Think we're dealing with the inevitable here....
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LouGrounded
LouGrounded: Sorry, I'll hope for a miracle and just try to keep your chin up.
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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: Thanks friends
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brown6276
brown6276 in reply to smother_it: I agree
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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: Had a super rough day at work (also sorry peeps if I'm not responsive to DM's it's coz I'm trying to get my soul back) I had some very VERY dark thoughts today.

So far the only thing at the moment that is keeping me together is some nasty nasty death metal. Like this one... it sounds evil, but it's actually making me feel like I could accomplish something good...

Still trying to get my spirit back so I can talk to someone though, but for now this will do!

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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: Why am I getting excerpts from novels written in the omegaverse all over social media?

Guys... I'm very much NOT into wolf porn...

Thanks
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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: God... so over it!!!!
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seanisntactive
seanisntactive: same,

wait, what's it
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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: I dont know... all i know is that i'm over it...
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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: Listening to this in the meantime...

YouTube
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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: Loaner phone has been secured... just setting it up now.
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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: I'm obsessed with Winnie the Pooh... again
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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: What does crustomary proseedcake mean?

You see I'm a bear of very little brain and long words bother me.
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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: My phone is basically broken...
My pants split so I had to buy a skirt!
Work was stupid...

I'm so tired
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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: Busy day...

Got up early so I could meet up with my Mum for Breakfast... found out that phone exploded... so 1 panic attack later my flatmate offers to buy me an Uber out to Mums hotel. So I show up, get the dude at the front desk to call Mum's room and let her know that I was downstairs. Mum shows up, I'm still in panic attack mode, show her the sorry story, have a cry, and then off to breakfast and an exceptionally strong coffee. Saw Mum off and then off to several phone repair places where I basically just showed them my phone and went "HELP!" and tried not to cry lol. One place was like, yea we can do it! See you in 45 mins! So thank god for that... but in that 45 mins... my rent got paid before I did! So another panic attack later, got my Mum to transfer me some money real quick so I could pay for the repair. Now I'm back home again and I'm soooooooooo exhausted!!!!
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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: Hanging with Mums sure does wonders for ones health! Met up for brunch and then wondered about getting woolly jumpers... more workout leggings and then perused Bed Bath and Beyond for sheets and towels... then went back to my place to put my new sheets on my bed and to have a relaxing cup of tea... then I went and got my nails done... I actually kinda feel complete after a manicure lol! I'm such a girl! Then several glasses of vino followed by a really nice dinner at a very nice (but very busy) Italian restaurant... now I'm exhausted! Gonna meet up for breakfast in the morning before her flight home but after that I'm gonna need the biggest nap ever! Sure makes up for Monday nights hospital blitz!
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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: So...

I'm fine... sort of.

Just got home after 6 hours in hospital after collapsing at work. The doctors couldn't find an immediate cause after rigorous tests, nothing seemed to jump out at them that made them go... "that's troubling" so I guess that's promising.

Just feeling extra dizzy and lethargic for the time being.

Wanted to keep y'all in the loop.
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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: Guys... I made enchiladas!!!
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seanisntactive
seanisntactive: hola amigo lmao
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WessDime
WessDime: Making me hungry!
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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: I miss him singing this to me

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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: Still listening to his favourite songs... This was his fave by Sleeping With Sirens Miss him sooooo much still...

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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: The last 2 nights culinary adventures. Last night was Dukkah crusted chicken with vege couscous and tahini yoghurt. Tonight was Chermoula chicken tacos with herby yoghurt and pickled onions. I PICKLED THE ONIONS MYSELF!!! Feeling super proud!
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Songbird_nz
Songbird_nz: I really need to cool it on the Adventure Time quotes... gah! It's such an easy show to watch!
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