 Friends         | Kirill Michaelovich Podzorov 26/02/1990 - 29/03/2020 I'll miss you forever my darling. My heart breaks for you   Songbird_nz: Just letting everyone know that I’ll be leaving rehab tomorrow evening at some point. After that on Friday I’ll be going to my Mothers house in Auckland. I have no idea how long I shall be there for. 4 days ago • Report • Link 0 Songbird_nz: Hey. Just thought I’d let the important people know that I’m in rehab. I made some attempts to unalive myself. Got escorted to the emergency department by the police and got seen by the crisis team who thought that the best place for me was rehab. So. Here I am. I’m sorry, I’m still here. Songbird_nz: Hi all... Just wanted to let everyone know that I'm ok... but I have taken quite a negative turn for the worst in terms of my health. After months and months of doctors visits and hospitalisations I have been diagnosed with a chronic illness called FND. It has greatly affected my day to day living and for this reason I have resigned from my job to focus full time on my health and recovery. I won't be online very much as looking at screens really aggravates a lot of the symptoms I have which mirror those of epilepsy, parkinsons, tourettes and MS. Let me know if you want my email address or my FB or my tiktok.  Hanging_Around: Omg I'm glad you're ok! Thanks for checking in and letting us know, I'm sorry about your health problems , I'm glad that you are taking the time for yourself to get better.  Songbird_nz: Going to Auckland tomorrow to visit my family for a wee while and convalesce. I've sorted almost everything out, I'm now on 2 waiting lists at the hospital so that's all that needs to happen now. So I can just enjoy some time up in Auckland with my family.  Songbird_nz: Hey I'm okayish... been on a rollercoaster ride of illness. I'm not really coming on very often as sometimes looking at computer screens can sometimes cause seizures. Songbird_nz: So... As an anxiety response my stutter gets tremendously bad. Today was exceptionally bad for that. I've never really had a problem with customers and my stutter but today was the very first time I had to hang up on someone due to my stutter. I answered the phone and tried to ascertain the reason for his call, his immediate response was "Oh fantastic! Who let you work here? You shouldn't be allowed a job like this!" and for the very first time I had to say this "We are an equal opportunity employer and we do not discriminate against those with disabilities which does include speech impediments. Now, I'm more than happy and capable to help you try and resolve this issue, or I can end this call." Needless to say this angered him greatly and his response to my disclaimer was thus: "Or you could resign. People like you shouldn't be working in customer service!" To which my response was "I'm disappointed to hear that you feel that way, due to your response I will be ending the call here" and hung up. So... I feel like I'm a complete failure as a human being.  AtheistGirl1 in reply to itsmehere1001: no, you were talking to a complete failure of a human being. Songbird_nz: So much anxiety right now... Grandad is back in hospital, not responding to treatment as expected... Think we're dealing with the inevitable here.... Songbird_nz: Had a super rough day at work (also sorry peeps if I'm not responsive to DM's it's coz I'm trying to get my soul back) I had some very VERY dark thoughts today. So far the only thing at the moment that is keeping me together is some nasty nasty death metal. Like this one... it sounds evil, but it's actually making me feel like I could accomplish something good... Still trying to get my spirit back so I can talk to someone though, but for now this will do!   Songbird_nz: Why am I getting excerpts from novels written in the omegaverse all over social media? Guys... I'm very much NOT into wolf porn... Thanks Songbird_nz: What does crustomary proseedcake mean? You see I'm a bear of very little brain and long words bother me. |
