Sirsmoothofvocal: Been debating if I need to take a break from here or not and I think I have finally decided to do so. I am not gonna be one of those I am leaving wire forever!! Because I mean, come on, we all come back, right? I don't know if this will be for a few days or weeks or one of my long aol-ish 6 month breaks. Time to focus on myself and see about fighting these damn demons. For those very few that have reached out to say a kind word or two since making it known I am struggling, thank you. When one feels isolated and alone you cant "just get over it"... a hi or whats up can mean so much. So with that I depart and if I am not here much everyone have a good and fun filled holiday season. I will sign on to check for any email messages from time to time but the pm will stay down and me off the radar. Or who knows, I may sign on tomorrow night to sit here in silence as per usual, cant be too sure with my mood swings
Sirsmoothofvocal: Fighting depression is hard. Harder when you have zero support. Again I know it is my fault for not being worth chatting with and I am required to be the one to reach out so that they know I could use a kind word or two. A break from this world.. real world.. existance itself might be in order. I don't know.. just wish I had one human being to talk to when the demons are at the surface like they are right now.
Eh I am sure I will be fine..
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PetiteMaria: Sometimes we keep missing one anther to talk to but dont think its anything more then that just bad timing nothing more. If u ever want please send me just a message on here to say hi and id love to reply. Depression is a battle but i now u can kill it. Take care and HUGS
swtnibbles3: Smoothie, thank you for sharing the very real struggle you are having right now. Depression can just swallow you up. I do hope you're getting professional help to learn how to deal with it in real life and hope some of your closer friends here reach out to just listen if you need to talk.
Take care, we are all more then a pretty font on a screen and there are people who can listen and help chase those demons with you.
Sirsmoothofvocal: times like this I miss the old old aol days... always had someone to at least talk to... to respond to the IM.. to chat or laugh or be flirty or play around. Maybe I have gotten boring in my old age. who knows. eh I am sure it is just my fault and my own bad mood that I need to change.. don't mind my mini rant.