Against the assault of laughter...reason can stand.
I was in hell, the black dog of depression consumed me, but I acted normal, it's part and parcel of being consumed, all your energy goes to trying to act normal, which drains you...hmm ironic maybe, but I thought it was weird others were treating me as though I wasn't in a state of insane depression, which is why there may have been bickering or ill-thought. Can't blame you for thinking I was fine, since I was acting that way...anyway wish you the very best!!!!! I really do, and I don't know how and I don't know why, it turned out the way it did, but I'd say that you really didn't meet the real me, but I hope to meet you properly someday. I'm finding meditation is helping me infinitely. Also... Segways people! (a statement which ironically had no segway!) hmm just looked it up, apparently it's spelled segue lol could have fooled me.