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Scrtsofthehrt: i get so tired of my so called friends complaining about shit in the room to me, then the moment i do they have to make a lame comment like.... anyone seem like deja vu?? and you never ever complain about anything do you? such lies so over it

Scrtsofthehrt: just some interesting need to know information for you all:

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Scrtsofthehrt: dear diary (or jesus)

so i missed my doc appointment because i over slept. had to reschedule.

one thing i need to talk about with you is....... why is it no matter how nice i am to some people i just cant win? i dont want to have this animosity between me and other people. i have always tried to be nice to even those who are not nice to me. as i have said before, i wear my heart on my sleeve. even if someone i cant stand needed something i would try to be there for them. thing is when someone is nice to you then you should be nice to them. enough of holding a grudge. life is better when you live it free of negativity. let go of the past!!! ffs people

also i want to wish to you a happy easter..... the day god died for our sins and rose again! bless you and all of those around you.

i love jesus!
amen,
me

Sunny B Blessed:

Scrtsofthehrt: hey! did you all know...... pumpernickel in german means devils fart??

Scrtsofthehrt: dear diary (or jesus)

sorry i havent been around much but i had to take a break and ponder things in my life. i used to think what was the real purpose of getting close to someone when all they are going to do is leave you or pass on. it hurts the heart to much and causes too much emotional feelings. after losing some important people in my life i would go into a really deep depression. and after really thinking about it i realized one thing. i would rather have that moment in their life then never being with them at all. so many people i realize now has blessed my life and fullfilled some really good moments. life is not promised forever but when you get the chance to be with people who enrich our inner being, it takes all the bad moments away. yes i miss these people who have left me and would give anything to have them back, but its the wonderful memories i had with them that hang on. some moments i forgot about that come up and just the right moment. and on that night i am ending this diary blog. thank you for always listening to me jesus!
amen,
bless you

Scrtsofthehrt: dear diary (or jesus)...... its been awhile since i talked to you. havent had the need to read the lame drama. it gets so old sometimes.

so update on how i feel.... the shoulder is getting better. thank you for asking. but i still have days where it feels like someone yanked the muscle.

so diary how have you been? miss me?? my voices have missed you. one of them asked if i put you in my wood chipper. i had to calm her down with chocolates. that one is way to easy to get my way with. lol

question...... if someone does not like someone and continues to call them names, yet in the next breath says they will not talk about them anymore because they are not worthy, is it right for me to think if the cost of living keeps going up, why continue to make shiney new pennies? also what is the price of a wheel of cheese in china these days?

ok my annoying friend, the blogger needs to inform me on some gossip in my dm. talk later? love you my diary

Scrtsofthehrt:

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Scrtsofthehrt: dear diary (or jesus): today i sat around and pondered things that really left me with a bad headache. why are people so evil to each other? i mean if you dont like someone there is no need to bully them. and why is it it take forever for the karma to kick the bullys in their ass? some things just dont need to be

and then with my ocd my mind wondered from there. what was the purpose of some people even being here? who let them cross the gina walls? i meran i know with the good there has to be bad, but dude, really? somebody should have sewn their moms gina shut for good

and then from there........ why do some look just like a gina? i mean 2 words came to mind that i can not type because of the bitter ones but all i will say is....... major GH!!
i can smell the rotten tuna from here. batton down your hatches and swim tuna swim!!

and with that i will end it there for tonight.
bless you diary

Scrtsofthehrt: sometimes i like to type mean girls quotes in the room.

Can I just say that we don't have a clique problem at this school? And some of us shouldn't have to take this workshop because some of us are just victims in this situation.

Scrtsofthehrt: dear diary (or jesus)....... today was not an ok day. my anxiety once again controlled my day. i needed to go to the grocery but i couldnt get myself to go. i needed to get some food for me to eat and instead i had to settle for some nasty tuna that now has me sick to my stomach.

anyways on to my normal chat in my entry. I had peeked in the room and saw jules and daisy online so i decided to sign in. when i get in there they had already left. are they avoiding me because they should know that does not go over well with me. i need to gossip with them and have some fun. but i am sure someone probably had them leave because of some room drama.

on another note...... what is up with this glorious person? i try to be nice to her yet she is off her kilter most of the time. her long goodbyes are sups annoy! though i am not going to jump on the band wagon and be mean to her, she is a bit of a weirdo.

that is all i have to say...... ty for listening and reading, jesus
bless your hearts

Scrtsofthehrt: dear dairy (or jesus).... today was a good day. funny how some things can put you in a good mood. then i went in to chat and someone had to be there. (stinking eyeroll).... somedays i really wish i could purchase a clear wood chipper and, well you get the drift. and just thinkinf about that chipper.... that thing has many useful uses. i could use it as a salad shooter. i coult use it to dump the kitty litter in and spray it on my rude neighbors lawn. i could watch as the squirrels "accidently" fall in to it. many many uses!!!

it all started when i was little, my anger was not fierce enough. i needed to build on this anger and actually occomplish something. all i want to tell you diary is.... i hid the bodies well and no one will ever guess who the were. (snickers)

amen dear diary. may the angels up loft you so the spray of the dog poop smacks you on the forehead as it shoots out the chipper!

Scrtsofthehrt: ya kno.... somedies i think i am vocd.... my thought wonder a lot

Scrtsofthehrt: dear diary...... lol. anyways.............. i was telling this story in chat and they ignored me. uts hilarious so i decided to type it on my home page.

when my nephew was 3 or 4 they came to visit us for a few days. well my sister have a beautiful black lab. my nephew start down the hall to my room and peaks in. i was on the couch in the living room watching him. next thing i know he is running down the hall yelling, she is going to eat meeeeeeeeee!!! he is hauling ass too, leaps inches away into his dads lap who was in the chair and almost knocks it over. amd then came the dog chasing after him. i was laughing so hard trying to ask what happened. even mom was laughing so hard she starts choking. that poor child!!!

Scrtsofthehrt: LADIES!!!! who in here loves to shop at bath and body works? if the answer is yes and you tend to have depression, you need to try their aromatherpy line with the eucalyptus spearmint. when i feel the blues creeping up on me i spritz it where my thumb meets the hand so that when i go to sleep and cup my hands by my face.... its all i smell. it is so delish and the smell alone makes me smile. please please please if you suffer from depression go get a bottle of this.

(not a spoke person for bath and body works but i should pursue some royalties just by talking about it alone)