just another day i geuss

not really to much happened today but i did find out i like the band Beast. especially there song out of control. they are pretty sweet. work was okay today seeming as the b%@xy wasnt there. there was a rumour floating around that shes gonna get canned anyway. so even better and im going on a double date with my best freind. she got set up with a blind date and she thought it would be "fun" if we went on a blind date together. grr. dont wanna do it lets get that clear right now i dont like going on random dates with men i dont know. it doesnt feel right to do that. like if i know them better then i dont mind but if iv never met them before . not right. another thing is that i dont know what life is gonna throw at me next it seems like everyday i struggle to get out of bed just to go to work and be bored for 4 hours then go to school for 5 then go back to work for another 6 hours then i only have like one hour to do what i want. then its hit the hay and do it all over again tommorow. but seems even as mondain as that sounds i still hit curve balls all day. challanges i have to struggle through. i cut my finger pretty bad at work today to like it was bleeding alot. I almost cut it all the way off i have 24 stitches. its gruesome. anyway enough boring you goodnight

ok i officially hate my job

i know i just started like last week but the head chef is such a b~&^z!!! she was making me redo everything even when i did it right! B~&^$!anyway ya other then that i love my job just shes such a cow like i was making deep fried icecream today and no matter how hard i tried it wasnt good enough for her. she was constantly harrassing me and when i treid to lighten the modd with a joke ((innocent (( one of those no arms no legs jokes)))) and she literally bit my head off and spat it into the sink!!! and on top of thatmy friends are all being dicks and not talking to me because i ditched their booze joint marathon to study for a test today. their mad at me for wanting to pass my f&#*@x$ math class??!!! WTF!!!

finally got some time to sleep in

i dont know why but i havent been able to sleep in for like 4 months. today i called in sick to work and just turned off the clock i slept till like not even an hour ago that makes like what? 22 hours sleep? alot in any case but seriously it was worth it. i feel so happy and full of life again turns out when im tired i dont care about anyone or anything that much. so now that im fully rested maybe tommorow i wont be so grouchy. lol

omg really???!!!???

ok so i was walking down the street today and this chick comes up to me slaps me and tells me to stay away from her boyfriend! i have no idea who she is or who her boyfriend is. so i start walking again thinking maybe she mixed me up with somebody else when suddenly another girl walks up to me and slaps me and says the same thing. Now im mad like who do these girls think they are that they can just slap somebody for no reason. I'M A LESBIAN HELLLLOOOOO!!!!!! WHY WOULD I WANT TO STEAL THEIR BOYFFRIENDS IF IM NOT INTERESTED! any way so ya my face hurts and im really mad. grr