rosey_p_cheeks Offline

hmm

Last night with Kyle went pretty well, he longboarded to my place we chilled listened to music and watched some really f%yx$% up paranormal shit cought on tape... haha it was good times actually. Smoked up and got pretty out their quite fast wich suprised me and only another reason to believe that what he had was laced would be it crackled loudly as we lit it.. doesnt usualy happen as well as i feel like i got no sleep what-so-ever and im half passing out in my summer school classes.
i kinda really miss dave at the moment staying in his house without him knowing he wont ever come back is really akward and ruff times. I feel bad for his daughter sure it was horrible for me to hear but i couldnt imagen how i would feel if someone called and told me my own father had passed away... like ouch! Right now i am just remembering some of daves f&w*%x up times the damn 54 year old who loved racing and chicks most in his life. Ha kinda miss his stupidly sexual talk with me were my only reply to it was fucken dave... just fucken dave. LOL RIP we love you, a father to us all man.
As well still gota be on a lookout for a place to live... as of right now i have tell the end of july i do believe but i want to try for earlier but i have no fucken clue at all im only 17 which means i cannot sign for my own appartmennt wish i knew more people out here or at least a way to get around the system of things for a while. im just trying to escape all the thinking i should be doing in fear of just breaking down.
I beleive for now im just going to take things one at a time, day by day and deal with whats thrown at me when i get it thrown at me... for now we will see how things goo