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You and I are handcuffed together on the bed . Using ONLY 4 words, what would you say to me. Note: If you comment you must copy and paste this to your status so I can comment on yours as will.
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the truth

I know I haven't always been
The man I needed to be
All this time you've taken me in stride,
Always so graciously.

I've been selfish and ignorant
Hurting you time and time again.
You have always been there for me
I don't know where to begin.

Thank you for all the times
You could have walked away

Thank you for being there,
When you had no reason to stay

I know now what you mean to me
Thank God you didn't leave
Given the chance I'll make it up to you
My actions will live up to my words
I'll give you a reason to believe.
Gary

pirate song

I'm sitting here thinking, about life as i know it,
Wondering what I'll do
Thinking maybe montana, maybe Colorado
either place would be without you.

The sun is shining, high in the heavens
Clouds are dots in the blue
,Looking ahead to what might lay before me
I need to stop thinking about you

Maybe I'll just become a pirate on the water
Stealing hearts and  pieces of gold
I'm sure I'd make, one hellofa lousy pirate
I could never be that bold

I could try my hand at music on the streets
Playing for coins in my case
Music makes me happy, it takes me far away
But your memory it will never erase

Maybe I could travel  to the West Indies,
Put between us a few miles
But if I tried, really hard to forget you
I'd never forget that smile...
If i tried, really hard to forget you
I could never forget your smile. ...
Gary

mushy shit........

I want to walk with you, in love.

I want to look into your eyes and see passion.

I want to hold you, and feel your heartbeat.

I want to be near, and just watch you.



I need to walk with you, thru field and wood.

I need to look into your eyes and melt.

I need to hold you, and feel emotion and desire.

I need to be near, to be complete.



I shall walk with you, in love.

I shall look into your eyes and see where i need to be.

I shall hold you, and exchange breaths in passion.

I shall be near you, to satisfy my soul.


gary

simply me......

April 29, 2009 - Wednesday

simply who i am
Current mood:reflective and peaceful
I'm sitting here, watching the rain, feeling the thunder, cleanzing my mind. Texas thunderstorms are the one thing that have always rocked me to my core. Even as a kid, i've been in awe of them. They soothe my soul, energize my being, puts me in perspective. I must be an earth child, because anything that God placed on this earth has beauty, and i find myself lost in it. Sunsets, sunrises, springtime, rainbows.....landscapes, butterflys, clouds, the list goes on and on..... I feel blessed, that i am one of those people that gets it. So many of us spend our lives searching for happiness, and never realize, it was right in front of us all the time. I truely am blessed.
I know my friends are a source of happiness, my family, and all the wonders of nature that most never appreciate. Walks in the woods, sitting by a bonfire, fishing, not careing if you catch a thing. Hearing the thunder, taking the time to stop, and watch a sunset unfold before your eyes. God put those things here for us to enjoy, not to disregard. As simple as my life is? Its perfect. I truely get it. I'm happiest when i'm surrounded by nature, be it lost in the woods, riding on country roads, hiking in the mountains, anything.......a friend recently allowed me to become aware of one thing i've been missing for awhile in my life, and i hope to one day bring that something into my heart, and embrace it with as much passion as i do life itself. To share all that i find important, and show all that makes me complete. This is who i am, nothing more, certainly nothing less.

"I'll fly a starship, across the universe divide,
And when i reach the other side,
I'll find a place to rest my spirit if i can,
Perhaps i may become a highwayman again,
Or i may simply be a single drop of rain,
But i will remain......"

Gary

misunderstood

When the hurt lifted, I wanted to be the first to see you smile,
I wanted to just be there quietly, be that friend that lasts the miles.
When that weight comes off your shoulders,
When the world doesnt appear so dim,
When someone new sparks your interest,
I wanted to be the first to hug you,
My fantasy was to be him.
I had no right, no reason
You never did anything, it was all on me
It was just a wish I thought about,
One of those dreams, I should have let be.
I wanted to see happiness in your face,
To watch you begin again.
I will forever want all these things for you,
But now my hurt begins.
You're 1 of my favorite people,
You always will be, right up to the end.
My wish for you is what makes you happy
Just never forget me, and remain my best friend.......

hindsite.....

Early Sunday morning and i'm wishing i smoked cigarettes.....

The one that takes me to Eden and back...she isnt with me yet. The dawn is just breaking the horizon, the cold darkness fading away
Another day of total confusion, another moment, that i wish she were here to say....
I love you when i'm sleeping
I need you when I'm in deep thought
I love you when I'm lost and afraid
, I need you to be my rock.
I love you when we're fighting,
No matter what the reason might be
I need you to be those steady hands,
that holds me so reassuringly

I know just where she is right now, and it's tearing me apart... It's killing me just like poison , slowly suffocating my heart
I can't breathe when I think about it, just how stupid I let myself be She's in the arms of someone, that doesn't know her soul like me.
I need to hear her say....
I love you when I'm sleeping
I need you when I'm in deep thought
I love you when I'm lost and afraid,
I need you to be my rock.
I love you even when we're fighting,
It doesn't matter what the reason might be
I need you to be those steady hands, that holds me so reassuringly.
It's early Sunday morning, and I wish she were here with me
I'm trying so hard to stay above water, but I'm drowning in this sea .... How do you keep your existence , how do you find your way
When all that makes up the essence of me,... only wants to say...

I love you when you're sleeping
I need you to be my rock
I love you even when times get hard,
I need you when I'm in deep thought
I love you like i never have
All this pain has let me see
I need you to be those gentle hands That hold me so reassuringly
I need to feel the touch of those gentle hands,
That hold me so reassuringly......

twilight song

I watch the morning break,
Soft sunlight filtering thru
Longing for a touch, a look,
Gazing into the distance, and missing you.

Another day is upon me,
The motions of life, i go thru
A picture in my mind, a picture on the wall,
And i realize how much I'm missing you.

Hours steal away, the day moves ahead
Life continues, and i dance on cue
I act like everyone else, I look like everyone else,
But with all my soul, I'm missing you.

The day shuts down, nightfall approaches,
A sunset of crimson and shades of blue
Something to share, never to be repeated,
As i watch, I'm missing you.
gary

anders poem

Someone needs to tell me what's going on
Someone needs to tell me how, and why
This road i travel never ceases to amaze me
How life changes from rain, to blue sky

People flow thru my space
Like the tides follow the moon
Some continue past you,
Like waves back to the sea
Some stay in your life forever, and a day,
Very natural, like it was meant to be

The tranquility and peace around you
The calming aurora surrounds this person I see
Invites me to learn more,
There's so much more I can be.... and become....

what it is, for me

Soft kisses in the dark...
Slow walks in the rain,
Smiles for no reason..
Comfort if you feel pain.

Thats what you get, if i love you.

Blazing sunsets over the water...
Morning sunrises, clean and clear,
A swing made for 2 in the moonlight..
Whispers, only you and I can hear.

That's what you get, if i love you.

Your hand held for no reason...
I touch your face, a light caress,
The 2 of us, laughing at nothing..
always, the unexpected kiss.

That's what you get, if i love you.

I fall deep, and i fall hard I could be so easily into you.
Like rainfall to the river valleys, That's what you get, if i love you.....

Time just for the 2 of us....
Time for God, and for the little things
Time for our friends, and family
Time to explore what tomorrow brings.

That's what you get, if i love you.

Gary