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rainyrin
rainyrin: Its a long time.
I don't know how,but my mind bring me here after 9 years ago.
I miss all ppl who fill my day and always cheers me up.

I saw a few photos, comment, and inbox.
I red all of it.omg iam so ashamed with my self haha

And i realize time flies,#9years ago
I met someone special here and i could never forget.

He is gentleman,cute, humouris, and such a good guy.

We were talked much , and care each other.
We knew deep in our heart we're have feeling more than just care.
And everything goes well almost 2 years
He text me everyday intense
And then 1week 3x
And then 1 week 1x
And he disappeared
About 3 month

then our relationship has changed.
Since he didnt contacting me.
Someday he text me.

" Hi. . What's up?"
What?! Wait what is this!

I reply

" Where have u been? R u okay? Pls tell me. Iam so worried ."

"Yeah u know a family things. My mom argue with ma dad again and i cant stay any longer"

"And what do u mean? u have to go?"

"We canot see or chat each other like we use to. I have to go back to my parents town"

"I understand with your problem.but Why u do this to me? I care about you"

"This is the reason. Because i do.. i do care about you too. So i cant promise anything"

Sudenly my tears falling..

" If i can do anything to help u, i would. pls dont leave."

"I can't see u anymore . It hurt me"

"U dont wanna see me again?"

"Yess "

"You are so mean"

"I am so sorry, but i have to.move on , and get your happiness"

"Please.. dont do this ."

"I went tonight. Dont come over."

"Please..."

"Good bye"
Then he is gone from my life

This is me today..
And i regret and relief at the same time . Bcz i never tell him how much i "4word" u.
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