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architecture of an unrestful mind

when did it become like this...
tell me... what do you see... fellow human?
restless your mind has become...
each day you decay inside, believing false hopes and dreams...
shaping yourself to the norms of society...
now you reside happy in the ignorance of being...
when did we become like this...?
when...

i look at another ,i see vanity...
what do you see when you look at me, fellow human ?
what are we fighting for...?
i see no clear objective...
my mind is clouded by the passing of time...
numbed by dull conversations...
weakened by the routine of our lives...
when did we become like this...?

conflict on our minds...
endless fighting inside...
restless heart of ours...
will my will prevail...?
or will i fall to the shattered glass my mind has become...

i won't allow my mind to be imprisoned...
humanity much too eagerly gave their thoughts away...
thinking can be hard...

yes... my mind is heavy....
and so is my heart...
i will not be swayed...
let me carry this weight with me, to the final fall...
we will go together...
and alone i will walk...
as always...