 Friends  | In ONE short year iTurned dreams to NIGHTMARES, Let the GODS of the game know I'm RIGHT HERE. Less IS MORE, STAY PURE STAY POOR. Dont do it.  No_0ne: and 7 years ago • Report • Link  The world is going insane allover. 0  PaleBurnedAcid: Aye 7 years ago • Report 0  No_0ne in reply to PaleBurnedAcid: I've been reading up on alot of things everywhere and Ithought of you all. No_0ne in reply to No_0ne: I'DO MISS, ALL of you friends of mine. IDC About whats what is what, And COMPLETELY HONESTLY, PLEASE be well. I'm DEAD to the world right now but IJUST WANT YOU to remember that ALL BE WELL. PLEASE BE WELL N TC. No_0ne: Iknow Ihaven't been around as Ifeel abit as Ishould be on a more regular basis keeping in touch. Regardless Ihaven't stopped having the same feelings of just wanting everything right and ready for everyone all around regardless of the space and limbotic big moments of non-communication.. Quite honestly saying that word "non-communication" makes me feel worse for trying to explain my leave of absence from this world. I'll say right now and away that you were all right and that I'd learned what Ineeded to within the years of what is now our present existence. The fact that this happened proves what you all had told me before. That IWOULD go and drive girls crazy and learn for the best. Iwould've never have guessed this before. *<----TOTALLY feel like I've said this last sentence NUMEROUS times before* And in so doing so.. Ihave grown what Ifeel is mostly annd mainly apart from the rest of the boys and girls of the world. Iblame a good lot of it on skateboarding which Ihave kept doing so. So what Imean to say is. I'm sorry for being so creepy, lurky and weird about this all. Iwelcome you ALL to PLEASE and let me go in fear of me feeling like a weirdo who has no place amongst the rest of the masses of the good people.. Just know Idid mean well, And although this is a good written piece of pile of whatever have you's, Imean this all from the bottom of me heart. <-- Ibarely remembered this emote. . Aside from all weirdness you girls taught me ALOT about how things can be without even giving me a hint at first. And know I've felt what seems to be the lot of it all.I'll miss you all and I'll NEVER forget you. Ipromise and swear I'll never forget you. But you'll end up forgetting me. Which is completely fine. Ihope this message will steer you all into seeing how awkward and weird Ifeel for everything.  <-----Ibarely remembered this emote too. No_0ne: Lifes not a bitch, Lifes a BEAUTIFUL WOMAN, You only call her a bitch because she won't let you get that PUSSY, Maybe she felt ya'll didn't share any similar interests, Or maybe your just an ASSHOLE who COULDN'T SWEET TALK A PRINCESS. Love and wantin all well. Isurvived another year without dying. No_0ne: Icould leave here for an eternity and come back and it always feels the same. Icome, Ikill chat, But Istay smiling seeing everybody just posting stuff and getting along with the chaotic days and nights of life. The only thing Iregret a bit is not really reaching out to say hi or to just. Catch up. But in the same moment Ialso just feel like. Like it don't even matter as long as everybody and everything is just ok. We all on the same trip we just got different baggage. Yeah.. As of lately I'll be taking off to Texas.. I've been in the mix with this really nice girl for a while now.. She's honestly a perfect girl. So perfect that Ifeel like Ican't do anything to.. To ruin another perfectly good girl. It'll be nice to get away from the cold thats hitting me hard where I'm at. Wishing all well. Lol. PaleBurnedAcid: No matter when you come back we are always happy to see you. Hope things work out in Texas No_0ne in reply to PaleBurnedAcid: Im here now again. Ifeel like I'm starting to understand what having peace of mind is with another soul.  Wantin all well. No_0ne: Idid drugs without dying. Lost my virginity at the thought of the end of the world. Slayed and played with dying and girls @ the same time with them not knowing it. These were some of the things my brothers used to tell me about "growing up". Now after it all it looks like I've graduated from my school of hard knocks. Ionly give a fuck that I'm still skatin and around family. Thats all iwant. If ithink back now to then ishouldve left the  alone lol. Those kinds of things were gonna come at me HARD just like some.of ya girls said it would. Ijust didnt think it was gonna do all that it did to me. Idk ijust wanted to write a little. Ioughtta grtthat typewriter sometime. MAD love n PaleBurnedAcid: I kinda think it doesn't matter what mistakes you make as long as you learn from them. I'm glad you're doing what you love surrounded by people you love. that's all you can ask for. love love crazy love No_0ne: I'm.. The longer and the more iinvolve myself with another woman. The more useless and worthless ifeel over decisions made. I have to live with it. And I accept it. But the more I go on. The more alone I feel like.I should be. Idont like how I check in like this. I miss how if actually get to speak with you. All of you. Three grand openings of skateparks in in year. One of the recent grand openings we.got goods we were to donate stolen from us by an old guy in a golf.cart claiming to be apart of the event. Lol it's funneh thinkin about it. It's weird how the more iwrite, The better ifeel. Although there's lots that make me.wanna quit. Everything. But it seems something or someone on the outside is helping reminding me to keep goin. Anyways with the more i read up on things. The more I want you all to know to be safe and well. PaleBurnedAcid: No regrets. They are useless. Learn from your past and move the hell on. I often find writing stuff down on here has a way of making things clearer. I understand how you feel about that. We miss you. But I know you're out there doing your thing. Wish you happiness always. No_0ne: I could never really relate to the majority of my peers. Me consumed in philosophy and esoteric sciences, they the latest fashion and status-quo. I was always myself but I used to be a person that couldn’t stand to be alone and now it is the thing I crave most. I love crawling into the recesses of my mind. I love exploring that thought space, the place where you lose the line between where you start and where the rest of the universe is. You are all things in that moment, there is no separation. That is when I found this place of equilibrium you see. No_0ne: Either girls on here are even MORE crazy, Or some of em just enjoy being in chat with me. Cause its like the second time now a randumb girl has either gave me a hug or a heart or a flower of some kind RIGHT in the middle of chat to me.. I'll just shrug it off like Idid the drinking. Icame back chattting thinking Iwould end up leaving quicklike but. Iactually got to chat nicely with some people and it was nice. Iunno. Ijust felt like writing and talking. No_0ne: So in the middle of me day Irealized that there was a HUGE hole that had ripped opened whilst from me skateboarding.. Soooooooooo that means that everybody around me today if they looked carefully, Could TOTALLY see me hole. Yeah. No_0ne:  YouTube *sings* But onnnnnnnnly looooove can break, Your hearrrrrrrrrrt. Try to be suuuuuuuuure right frommmmmmmm. The starrrrrrrrrt. Idon't know what it is with me and sad oldies love songs/// Ithink it may have something to do with me recently finding out that Ihave alot of tendencies that emotional empaths have.. Who knew that all these feelings actually translated into the person that Iam... Taking off far away to go skateboard. Please be ok wherever everyones at. Iread alot and well. Ijust read alot so please, Take care. View all 7 posts No_0ne: Its been a good solid month now. Iwouldn't be around if ya'll didn't say the things to me that you all did.. For real though its been like a SOLID month without drinking. No cheating. Iwas even in a liquor store yesterday after my trip, Which was AWESOME. And Ididn't even have any kind of urge. Ifeel like I'm getting stronger for sure. No_0ne: *sings* Ihave a friend, I've nevvvvvvvver seeeeeeeen, He hides his heaaaaaaaaaad, Insiiiiiiiide, A dreaaaaaaaaam, Someonnnnnnnnnne should callllllll him, And Seeeee if he can coooooooome out, Tryyyyyyyyyy to loooose, The down that he's founnnnnnnnd. |
