 Friends         | Hai dere. My name is Savanna, but you can call me Vanna. I love BMTH, PTV, you name it. Pm me if you need anything, I'm here to help. I love painting, too.  NightshadeKid: Guys, I'm so happy. Sam is out of the hospital. Turns out she didn't die.. I didn't know until she called me earlier. I missed her so much. Some of you might know her.  NightshadeKid: Back after a while. Just, busy I guess. I just.. Idk. You guys didn't miss me anyway. NightshadeKid: I lay awake at night starting into the ceiling wondering if anyone even gives a shit.  Will_777: True loneliness is the worst feeling of all, but you have people who love and care about you, so please don't think that you are alone. It reminds me of a song I used to listen to long ago in times like this: Matchbox 20 - unwell. (It is a perfect song for times like that, with words that can express how it feels) View all 4 posts Will_777: The outside can only reflect the pain that is inside to a certain point. The rest just become invisible scars that are only heard in whispers. Everybody deserves to be cared for. NightshadeKid: All my friends are pregnant and married and I'm over here LOOKING pregnant from all the shit I eat. NightshadeKid: "You know Taco Bell isn't REAL mexican food right?" No. No. I just honestly thought some 16 year old handing me tacos out of the window 5 minutes after I ordered went back there and made that as a traditonal mexican would. HONEY I'M NOT HERE FOR AUTHENTIC MEXICAN FOOD, I'M HERE TO SCARF DOWN 17 DORITOS LOCOS TACOS AT 2:03 IN THE PARKING LOT BECAUSE I AM AT ROCK BOTTOM, OK? OK. NightshadeKid: I was at Olive Garden with my mom and sister and I was just tryna eat my food but this waiter kept staring at me while I was putting the breadstick in my mouth and I just. NightshadeKid: Vanna said. If I don't turn my music down she is gonna slam my head on her keyboard but I don't believjsksksjshskaadsuoaoejsbsn
Issksk Jkskakalowqpqndbdhakdnmsjn NightshadeKid: I told my friend to go eat a bag of shit and now he won't answer the phone and keeps texting me that he's eating I can't 😂 |
She's been here several times, know some of you, and she attempted suicide like 3 or so weeks ago. She slit one of her wrists and overdosed, but ended up in the hospital. I thought she died because she told me she was gonna do it and I tried calling her several times to no avail. Anyway she stayed in a real hospital for a couple days and then they put her in a mental/behavioral hospital where she was until June 23rd. She got her phone back yesterday. I'm just glad to have her back.
I cant do this anymore