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25 In a relationship Female from Los Angeles       405


Dream within a dream

Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow —
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.

I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand —
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep — while I weep!
O God! Can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?

-Edgar Allen Poe

Missing Me

My thoughts are all jumbled right now, this is the best I have for the moment.......


Staring out the window looking at the world pass me by
Couples in love holding hands on the street
Loneliness overwhelming me
Sweeping me under
Wonder if I could fly

Looking at the street below
Wondering if it will hurt
If I were to fall
The pain can’t be as real
As what I feel right now

Trying to see the positive
In everything I have been through
Missing my friend
You have been there for me

Missing you
Missing me


Struggling every day to life a normal life
All I have known
Is that I feel all alone
Waiting for the darkness to lift
Waiting for a ray of light
Wondering if it will ever come
Wondering when it's my time
To finally feel the love
I have been waiting for
To find someone to share
The love I have to give
All my life.

Giving this a shot.....

So I was in the hospital off and one since January of this year. At one point I was in there for almost 3 months. Obviously I had a lot of time on my hands and wrote down some of my thoughts. Some are good, some are bad. I'd figure I'd share some as I write more.....

Two months and I'm feeling confined/ Thinking I'm gonna lose my mind/
Digging in for the last bit/ Wondering what the future holds/ Wondering if I should just quit/ Time seems to go so slow/ Waiting to finally go home/
Just let me go home.