This is very difficult for me to write, but I really need to get this off my chest.
Honestly, I really need prayers. I pray all the time, I ask to feel that passion for life again. It's difficult.
These past months that I've been away, I've been contemplating things that should have never crossed my mind. I'm working on forgiving myself for these ideations. I've ended up isolating myself from the people I love and I realize I have been doing so for years. I was in a giant pit without realizing it bevause I didn't take the time to check in with myself. My needs and feelings always took last place.
Anyway, I want you guys to know how much of a blessing Wireclub has been for me. I love you guys so much it's crazy. Everyone here has made such an impact on my life. my heart has felt a million times bigger than ever. I never thought I could feel so close to people miles away from me. Thank you everyone for everything. All the messages and comments. EVERYTHING. You guys mean so much to me and I could only hope to catch up on my studies and dreams so I can meet you all at one point in life. Because I really do. Want to see you guys. Maybe even if just video chat for now! Until this virus stuff goes away.
I love you guys always, I believe in you wholeheartedly and I thank you for being there for me. I will always be there for you, too.
Thank you again, and I apologize for this loooooong post.
meowduck: I realize I tend to say these messages often, but truly. LIFE IS HARD, MAN!!!! I wish someone had told me this before I became the chosen one to come to this world! Thank you for everything.
meowduck: I appreciate each and one of you! I try my best to spread the positivity as much as I can..I have so so so so much love for you guys! I feel pretty drained right now. Im trying my best to get back on my feet! Thank you for prayers, I can't do this alone!
Woodstock_: We all go thru periods of needing space to work things out between ourselves be they regrets. missed opportunities, chances we should have taken, decisions that should have been made and acted upon only to stop ourselves for whatever reason. And how ironic it is the past year has found myself going through the same situation. And yes wouldn't it be grand to meet everyone somehow.. someway. Your friendship is blessed gift, highly respected and sincerely appreciated. To Christa and I both of you are regarded as distant family and our home is yours anytime. > Sending supportive prayers and encouraging thoughts along the way too.
Angel131313: I'm back Sweetheart & just at the right time looks like - my computer was broke you do not need to be sorry for anything at all this place is like family to us & i always will alwaysu you will always be in my yes this past year has been hard even on me i do not know what will happen in my life but no matter what we have to keep fighting we can't give up we have come to far in life yes some days are harder than others just keep putting one foot in front of the other & keep going forward the past is gone all you can do is keep your head held high you know i have always been here for you i will never leave you told you that from first day i met you your my Iu to the moon & back & back again never ever forget that. ♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ* ♥ *☆* ♥ **Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥ .__♥__♥_____♥__♥_Peace ._♥_____♥__♥_____♥_ Joy ._♥______ ♥_______♥_ Light .__♥____________♥_Love .____♥________♥_ Harmony .______♥____♥_ Sunshine .________ ♥____ Hope u
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This is very difficult for me to write, but I really need to get this off my chest.
Honestly, I really need prayers. I pray all the time, I ask to feel that passion for life again. It's difficult.
These past months that I've been away, I've been contemplating things that should have never crossed my mind. I'm working on forgiving myself for these ideations. I've ended up isolating myself from the people I love and I realize I have been doing so for years. I was in a giant pit without realizing it bevause I didn't take the time to check in with myself. My needs and feelings always took last place.
Anyway, I want you guys to know how much of a blessing Wireclub has been for me. I love you guys so much it's crazy. Everyone here has made such an impact on my life. my heart has felt a million times bigger than ever. I never thought I could feel so close to people miles away from me.
Thank you everyone for everything. All the messages and comments. EVERYTHING. You guys mean so much to me and I could only hope to catch up on my studies and dreams so I can meet you all at one point in life. Because I really do. Want to see you guys. Maybe even if just video chat for now! Until this virus stuff goes away.
I love you guys always, I believe in you wholeheartedly and I thank you for being there for me. I will always be there for you, too.
Thank you again, and I apologize for this loooooong post.
I'm back Sweetheart & just at the right time looks like - my computer was broke you do not need to be sorry for anything at all this place is like family to us & i always will alwaysu you will always be in my yes this past year has been hard even on me i do not know what will happen in my life but no matter what we have to keep fighting we can't give up we have come to far in life yes some days are harder than others just keep putting one foot in front of the other & keep going forward the past is gone all you can do is keep your head held high you know i have always been here for you i will never leave you told you that from first day i met you your my Iu to the moon & back & back again never ever forget that.
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No need to be sorry you come on when you can i do miss you but you have to take care of you first never ever forget you are Luved to the moon & back & back again you are strong I believe in youu