Blog PostsFriends | BlogDeath Before DishonorTo the haters, the takers, the liars, all the vultures and the bottom feeding scumThe FCC, the FBI and every tin god with a badge and a gun You talk and talk, you preach and bx~@w but your words don't mean a thing You get what you give, you give what you get Just the way it's always been I choose death before dishonor I'd rather die than live down on my knees Bury me like a soldier, with my dignity! You imitate the ostracized, put your head beneath the sand Your cup it runneth over, must be rough to live so grand You reap what you sew, you pay what you owe unless you bathe yourself in greed You rob and you take, your world is fake There's no honor amongst the thieves I choose death before dishonor I'd rather die than live down on my knees Bury me like a soldier, with my dignity! F#@$! You're self righteous, self pretentious Your ways are not for me You're deluded, so confused Your world I dominate I choose death before dishonor I'd rather die than live down on my knees Bury me like a soldier... Bury me! (Bury me!) Bury me! (Bury me!) Bury me! With my dignity! dark heartall the pieces of the puzzle seem to fall into placebut the only thought that i could think was pissin in that f~^~$* face the taste that you left in my mouth was rotten and you think that all the shit you did to me could be forgotten well fz*^ no you both got me last time next time i see your punk ass is mine from behind dawg i'm gonna cx~&x that skull then i'm gonna laugh when you fall cause you f@%^*$ me raw comin home late at night when your sneakin in the door with a bottle half empty and your tank is on full you hurt me and i will never forget how you hurt me and all the pain you caused left my mind blank and my soul was lost and now the thoughts are in my head and drifting side to side you know i'm gonna get cause there is nowhere to hide headlines will read on the night she died trust me i will get your ass back if it kills me for the rest of your life you will feel me i'm gonna make you remember that you hurt me you f#y@%x hurt me hurt me; hurt me; hurt me; hurt me my head was f@x#~^ up; hurt me when i was locked up: hurt me made a phone call; hurt me b#x&~ put a block up; hurt me on the phone letters to your home but you never wrote me back what the f@z#y up with that one of these days i'm gonna get you b*@w% find your body in a valley in the alley in a ditch with a 45 chrome to the back of your dome havin everybody wonderin what the f%w# is goin on where the fxz% did you go never be back again but i still keep thinkin about you now and then trust me i will get your ass back if it kills me for the rest of your life you will feel me gonna make you remember that you hurt me you f@%w&x hurt me i remember when i first said i love you i got confused from the first time i f%&#$y you and you got nervous when i opened up your legs relax cause i was raised on x-rated moves and porno mags all day walk around with a full buzz never fully understood what our love was l-25 straight brought the light same time had to dip outa town for a few nights came back and my road dawgs waitin tellin me some shit leavin me contemplaitin murder f*@~z@ my best friend unheard of and i'm gonna get you in the end yeah one of these days it'll be my time and i'm gonna slit your throat make it look suicide f^~& you, i should've known better than to trust you we can never be together 'cuz you hurt me! Hurt me, Hurt me, hurt me, hurt me, hurt me, F^y# yu! Last timethis maybe my last time on wire if u wish to keep in contact here is my email diamondjeff16@y****.com use it to find me on myspace if u dont have a myspace email meonce upon a timeFeeling really out of placeSimply have too much time Alone for a lifetime searching for Things I will never find I am here to take Whatever I feel is mine I'm feeling like I'm never needed Walking alone blind... Once upon a time I Never thought I'd end up dead Horrid thoughts dance in my head From time to time Oh Once upon a time Feeling like I'm on a plane that's going down. Looking at another face Looking for another sign Alone in my bed wasted without fear Waiting for my time Once upon a time I Never thought I'd end up dead Horrid thoughts dance in my head From time to time Oh Once upon a time Feeling like I'm on a plane that's going down. I don't understand here Why God would do me this way I've lived a life Was always good The one thing I need, ya take away Ya take away (The one thing) take away (The one thing) take away (The one thing) take away (The one thing) take away (YA TAKE AWAY!) (The one thing) take away (YA TAKE AWAY!) (The one thing) take away (YA TAKE AWAY!) AWAY! AWAY! Ya took away my world All ya left was pain And all this time is for nothing Once upon a time I Never thought I'd end up dead Horrid thoughts dance in my head From time to time Oh Once upon a time Feeling like I'm on a plane that's going down. prototype lyricsI made her from pieces of starsThe ones that fell when you shot through A sky that burned not to return No other element would do Her soul was grown in the bathroom Her heart is just a red baloon I gave her lips from wild orchids When she came out of the cocoon Chorus: Not the real thing Not the real thing Not the real thing I can barely see the sun Now it's blue I can barely see the sun Because she kissees like a prototype I programmed her with eye color Majestic emerald green Uploaded with your attitude She will do it like a machine But no matter how hard I've tried She never smiles unless she's high And just like you Won't ever stop crying Chorus She kisses like a prototype of you Please come back and rescue me from the machines And I'll be wondering why you do it with somebody else Please come back and rescue me from the machines And I'll be wandering while you do it with somebody else Not the real thing Not the real thing Not the real thing I can barely see the sun Now it's blue I can barely see the sun She's a prototype of you Not the real thing Not the real thing Not the real thing I can barely see the sun Now it's blue I can barely see the sun Because she kisses like a prototype Her she kisses like a prototype Im still a guyWhen you see a deer you see BambiAnd I see antlers up on the wall When you see a lake you think picnic And I see a large mouth up under that log You're probably thinking that you're going to change me In some ways well maybe you might Scrub me down, dress me up but no matter what I'm still a guy When you see a priceless French painting I see a drunk, naked girl You think that riding a wild bull sounds crazy And I'd like to give it a whirl Well love makes a man do some things he ain't proud of And in a weak moment I might walk your sissy dog, hold your purse at the mall But remember, I'm still a guy I'll pour out my heart Hold your hand in the car Write a love song that makes you cry Then turn right around knock some jerk to the ground 'Cause he copped a feel as you walked by I can hear you now talking to your friends Saying, "Yeah girls he's come a long way" From dragging his knuckles and carrying a club And building a fire in a cave But when you say a backrub means only a backrub Then you swat my hand when I try Well, what can I say at the end of the day Honey, I'm still a guy I'll pour out my heart Hold your hand in the car Write a love song that makes you cry Then turn right around knock some jerk to the ground 'Cause he copped a feel as you walked by These days there's dudes getting facials Manicured, waxed and botoxed With deep spray-on tans and creamy lotiony hands You can't grip a tacklebox With all of these men lining up to get neutered It's hip now to be feminized I don't highlight my hair I've still got a pair Yeah honey, I'm still a guy Oh my eyebrows ain't plucked There's a gun in my truck Oh thank God, I'm still a guy |