Blog PostsFriends | in an essenceIn an EssenceWhat do you people see in me? All of you that wish I would change The happiness that overflows out of me The face of which I am to blame But do you people really know me Can you say that you have seen the truth? Haunted by my own indulgence Trapped by more than just youth Look around and wonder why I stand here Question what I feel inside Because I know there’s a cruel darkness Some desire I continue to hide I long to know what I am Why I differ from all of the rest So as I sit in my loneliness I ask myself When will that cracked mask you wear fall off Society’s favor draws to an end When will that fake smile you have fade away? And showing the emptiness begin How long will the blood flow like your suffering? With no emotion or remorse I am fake Cursed by a past that longs to end But a future I seem to forsake So you look at me and you can’t tell Because none of you cares what’s inside And so you hide in your own ignorance While this small bit of good seems to die So while waiting for something more An escape from that place which I stand Ill pretend that I’m full of emotion But even in this crowd of people I’ll be alone, my soul In an essence DanielJulian: I have so been right there too. I like this. 11 years ago • Report 0 |