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in an essence

In an Essence
What do you people see in me?
All of you that wish I would change
The happiness that overflows out of me
The face of which I am to blame
But do you people really know me
Can you say that you have seen the truth?
Haunted by my own indulgence
Trapped by more than just youth
Look around and wonder why I stand here
Question what I feel inside
Because I know there’s a cruel darkness
Some desire I continue to hide
I long to know what I am
Why I differ from all of the rest
So as I sit in my loneliness I ask myself
When will that cracked mask you wear fall off
Society’s favor draws to an end
When will that fake smile you have fade away?
And showing the emptiness begin
How long will the blood flow like your suffering?
With no emotion or remorse I am fake
Cursed by a past that longs to end
But a future I seem to forsake
So you look at me and you can’t tell
Because none of you cares what’s inside
And so you hide in your own ignorance
While this small bit of good seems to die
So while waiting for something more
An escape from that place which I stand
Ill pretend that I’m full of emotion
But even in this crowd of people
I’ll be alone, my soul
In an essence
DanielJulian
DanielJulian: I have so been right there too. I like this.
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