 Friends         |  I hope everyone had a great new year. The heartache of not having my kids over the holidays was overwhelming. I know that marriages break down all the time and my break down was my fault but the emotional emptiness of not being there on Christmas morning broke me as it must’ve my 2 children. I always remember the first Xmas been a dad and my son was barely 1 years old and on Xmas eve I called my dad and said dad you won’t believe this but I have just realised I am Santa Claus. I will never understand how fathers who have loved their children are not treated equally in separations. My heart goes out to any other father or mother who is in a similar situation. I hope in time bridges will mend 💔 4  What do i say to that you have my admiration for being so honest and opening your heart to people. It's a very hard time of year for some when it's supposed to be all jolly and family orientated xxx 0  Aww 0  so sorry to hear , prayers for you 0 |