lazerbeak: Closure really hurts sometimes, but its fucking important. I am hurting so much right now but, i know, i can feel im finally going to be able to start moving past this shit thats been tormenting me for over a year. that, or im gonna drift into a respiratory depressive coma and die, but either way: closure.
"Forward, not backward! Upward, not forward! ... And always twirling, twirling, TWIRLING into the future!"
You've got this, man. Stay strong. Maintenance is crucial. "Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself."