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Lawnmower Lobotomy
Lawnmower Lobotomy:
The malformed deceit passed through viscous layers of hate
Rebuffs all attempts at a pacifist state
Why must I scrutinize to cast out words once great?
When your heart is heavy it's hard to forget and try to celebrate

Striving for the epoch of life, too weak to even finish
Luminous guide lights of thought carry you when the lights diminish
Press on with your journey and eclipse all who doubted
Circuit failure to non-believers to a new existence they're routed
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Lawnmower Lobotomy
Lawnmower Lobotomy:
Seemingly contradicted views invade my sacred inner realm
Lurking, hoping to hurt my mental, it all seems to overwhelm
Into a dark place my mind seems to delve, lost in morose
Hoping I'd go comatose, my instability just defied my hope
Coping with life, learning I couldn't coast
My mind is frayed, displaced in a sad state of ways
Breaking my barriers down and just the darkness stays
It's a wonder that I can barely pass the days
Tilting on the edge of vertigo, my sickness displayed
Arriving to a profound thought, leaving me dismayed
My mind's a battlefield where mental wars are waged
Try to start a new chapter in my life, too dumb to turn the page
I keep my wherewithal on guard through insanity and rage
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Lawnmower Lobotomy: You're Nia from discord, right
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Depresso Espresso
Depresso Espresso: Yes. Which one are u lol
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Lawnmower Lobotomy: You hold the blade up to your neck. Now you will take your final breath. You bleed so beautiful.
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Lawnmower Lobotomy
Lawnmower Lobotomy:
Everything inside of me it knows it needs to leave you 'lone
But I could never bring myself to turn away, hang up the phone
And every word you say to me, never seems to be wrong
But right behind my back, you was stringing me right along
Telling me how much you cared, sorry you was never there
But now I know you never cared, never loved and never will I
Trust another woman the way I seemed to trust you
How can I repair my heart when she was my glue?
Now I'm walkin' 'round blue, head down, my eyes red
Tryin' to forget about all of those lies that she fed
I don't wanna think about all of the times that she said
When we grow old together, when we face the stormy weather
Now my tears are raining down, mind is a thundercloud
The lightning strikes inside my heart, spiraling I tumble down
Caught in the flood of my grief, I'm swept away left to drown..

Trying not to see your face seems to be a futile fight
I wake up in the darkest night, with you not there a scary sight
But what's even scarier than the nightmares that I seem to pass
Was another reliving of your lyin' cheatin' ass
Telling me it was over, now how can I reconcile?
My heart won't listen to my mind; your words are like a poison wine
Sweet upon the lips but deadly when you digest it
I could never get back any of the time I invested
Never see the pieces of my heart that you took from me
Never see any of the scars on my memory
All I ever was to you, was another game to play
Then when you were done with me, you didn't even put me 'way
Left me scattered, left me strewn; you didn't want a happy home
But now you left me all alone and didn't even say goodbye...
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Lawnmower Lobotomy: Gennnnnn. How have you been. WHERE have you been!
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Lawnmower Lobotomy: And when it rains it pours, the bloodshed was thick. Marching through fields of bodies, smelling the gore and shit. Besieging the legions of outsiders. Carry on Satanic riders! We're going to crush our enemies...
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Lawnmower Lobotomy
Lawnmower Lobotomy:
Here we are soldiers of fortune and glory
Saw the earth breaking in two
Wondering what could we get from this half life
Will we damn the days we set in our way?

Our souls of unbelievers
Will call the rage of Christ
Disturb survivors' sleep
And the desert world will cry.

Here we are walking the red and grey district
Saw a man sewing his mouth.
We were preached to find some comfort in waiting
And the common man is able to shout.

The secrets of unholy
Will prevent us from praying
Survivors for the glory
Here where the orphans play.

Our souls of unbelievers
Will call the rage of Christ
Disturb survivors' sleep
And the entire world will cry.
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