I hate things at the moment
My life is horrible at the moment im with my parents and my dad is driving me up the wall I stay up to mind but I can't I feel depressed on how things are going with it I had a smoke after what he does in toilet problems and drink it drives me cracked I can't get much sleep at all I say things to him that I shouldn't say Im hurt I don't what to do in this situation he is getting worse as it goes along im not going to kill myself over it I know I shouldn't be writing this but this is really hard I just want to be happy again I can't keep on going on like this I only smoke when I go out but this is getting worse so it makes me want to smoke.
