 Friends         | i'm easy going and laid back, but if i am treated unkind i will delete you! i am just here for conversation and to make some sincere friends all over the world. take me as i am or leave me alone!  ilene4friendsonly: your pretty 7 years ago • Report • Link 0  lahmacun2007: I have not been on this site in so long i had forgotten all my login info! My life has been a chaotic tumultuous mess for the last 7 months so I havent really spent a lot of time on any chat sites as I have not been very good company to others. My 21 year old son was killed in a motorcycle accident on Aug 6, 2011 as he was coming home to get ready for drill that weekend with the US Army Reserves. I lost my baby, and my ONLY son. It has been a rough road to recovery and i am not even close to getting there but I try every day to remind myself that he would not want me to just lay down and die (although it has crossed my mind almost daily). I am not talking suicide. Just wishing i didnt feel this enormous void all the time. He was scheduled to deploy in Sep/Oct last year and was so ready to go and make his country proud of him. I miss him terribly and this house is entirely too quiet without him. So if I am on here and leave quickly it isnt that i am ignoring any one of you. Sometimes i just feel as though i am just a dark cloud hovering in someone's day. Below is a portrait of my son Hunter as I hope he was greeted by Jesus at the gates. Ironically Jesus is kissing his head which is where the wound was that killed him on impact. I will be getting this as a tattoo on my shoulder to carry my son's memory with me forever. Thanks for reading and letting me ramble. I do tend to do that so often anymore.  |
