WHEN I QUIT SMOKING

Lines from a passionate smoker “I need a cigarette to think about quitting smoking”. Well at least this was true in my case. I guess 90 % of the smokers know that smoking is bad for health. In reality everybody would have in any case tried to quit smoking, some succeed, many fail, and many are still trying. I mean nobody would have thought they do get addicted to it.
I still remember my first smoke, it was a chilly breezy winter night on the terrace of my hostel building, I was in my first year of engineering, and I stood their holding a golden but gorgeous drug the “Gold Flakes”. I was a mouth smoker then (a mouth smoker is a one who smokes with his mouth without taking the puff to his lungs), I guess all my smoking readers will know what I mean. It took me a month to really get into a proper smoking habit.
I never thought I do be smoking one day, but that day I at least knew why I was smoking. It was my girlfriend we broke-up in the beginning of my first year of engineering. I tried to move on but I needed a companion at that time away from home alone in the hostel my darling Ciggi was the one I fell in love with.
Three years passed, every night I dreamt about her. Her memories kept circulating around me, and then the pain. Until one day when I was sleeping I was woken up by soft wet lips of my girlfriend, I looked at her startled; I saw her bright watery eye. Three years it had been, and she was wearing a white top which I loved it on her I looked at her she looked so beautiful without any makeover. It was like I had conquered the ultimate happiness in the world. I woke up to wish her good morning, and then that smile the smile which took my heart away. She took my hand and kissed it gently, a tear rolled out from her eyes like a pearl it dropped on my hand. I hugged her and busted out in tears.
She’s not their in my arms is she…? I can see her, I looked at her confused she gave me a smile again and started walking towards me I stretched my hands to hug her when suddenly she passed through me as if she passed through the thin air and ran away…. she was crying.
I wondered how one can pass through another person, I thought I was dreaming I pinched myself ‘ouch it hurts’. I saw around I saw so many people outside I couldn’t figure out what was happening. I saw a boy in his 20s, young and smart he was dead, wait a minute he look exactly like me.
I had slept on a metal cot with white sheets with two bottles hanging on either sides of me. My mom had kissed me her lips were wet, I knew it was her tears, I pretended not noticing it. I said good night softly, just then the nurse came to give me a routine injection “the hospital” that’s where I had been sleeping the previous night I was diagnosed cancer final stage.

WHEN I QUIT SMOKING

Lines from a passionate smoker “I need a cigarette to think about quitting smoking”. Well at least this was true in my case. I guess 90 % of the smokers know that smoking is bad for health. In reality everybody would have in any case tried to quit smoking, some succeed, many fail, and many are still trying. I mean nobody would have thought they do get addicted to it.
I still remember my first smoke, it was a chilly breezy winter night on the terrace of my hostel building, I was in my first year of engineering, and I stood their holding a golden but gorgeous drug the “Gold Flakes”. I was a mouth smoker then (a mouth smoker is a one who smokes with his mouth without taking the puff to his lungs), I guess all my smoking readers will know what I mean. It took me a month to really get into a proper smoking habit.
I never thought I do be smoking one day, but that day I at least knew why I was smoking. It was my girlfriend we broke-up in the beginning of my first year of engineering. I tried to move on but I needed a companion at that time away from home alone in the hostel my darling Ciggi was the one I fell in love with.
Three years passed, every night I dreamt about her. Her memories kept circulating around me, and then the pain. Until one day when I was sleeping I was woken up by soft wet lips of my girlfriend, I looked at her startled; I saw her bright watery eye. Three years it had been, and she was wearing a white top which I loved it on her I looked at her she looked so beautiful without any makeover. It was like I had conquered the ultimate happiness in the world. I woke up to wish her good morning, and then that smile the smile which took my heart away. She took my hand and kissed it gently, a tear rolled out from her eyes like a pearl it dropped on my hand. I hugged her and busted out in tears.
She’s not their in my arms is she…? I can see her, I looked at her confused she gave me a smile again and started walking towards me I stretched my hands to hug her when suddenly she passed through me as if she passed through the thin air and ran away…. she was crying.
I wondered how one can pass through another person, I thought I was dreaming I pinched myself ‘ouch it hurts’. I saw around I saw so many people outside I couldn’t figure out what was happening. I saw a boy in his 20s, young and smart he was dead, wait a minute he look exactly like me.
I had slept on a metal cot with white sheets with two bottles hanging on either sides of me. My mom had kissed me her lips were wet, I knew it was her tears, I pretended not noticing it. I said good night softly, just then the nurse came to give me a routine injection “the hospital” that’s where I had been sleeping the previous night I was diagnosed cancer final stage.

dont worry be happy

never think hard
about
past it brings "tears"

don't think more
about
future it brings"fear"

live this moment with a
SMILE it brings "cheers"