Hey Lets All Talk About Kellsee......Want to?

I really appreciate the fact that everyone on the planet is so concerned about my business. It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. I was thinking since everyone else likes to talk about my personal business I might as well talk about it too. I am even nice enough to create this blog so we could all do it together. It might even be more interesting if the actual truth was involved. But first let me make a point to say that I am not doing this because I feel the need to explain myself. I don't care what any of you all think of me. I just hear so many different stories and rumors concerning me that I thought I'd make it easier for you all and give you slobbering gutter gossipers something else to chew on. If you don't get the sarcasm in this it doesn't mean I am crazy. It just might be that I am smarter than you. Like I've said before.....my real life is very censored because my kids come first. My first priority is being a mother. But I am not only a mother. I am also a woman. When I get online it's my Kellsee time. Sometimes I post pictures of myself that show some cleavage or that are a little sexually expressive. The men on here need to realize that everying is not always about them. I don't do it to get anyone's attention. Sometimes a woman just likes to feel sexy. I don't have to do that to get a guy. My face and personality alone are very capable of doing that. But when I first got online I was nieve and new to the pack bred mentality that exists in these chatrooms. I didn't realized that I had actually signed up for highschool again. I actually believed I had made some real friendships haha. One of my first experiences with someone showed me real quick that true friendships on here aren't that dependable. I know everyone knows who I am talking about lol. I still continue to hear about all the different rumors and assumptions that you all have come up with about it all. Some of the allaborations have even been quite humorous and entertaining. I was stupid enough to think a real friendship existed between me and Nicole lmao! I was actually really good to her too lol! But from what I hear about how the story goes is that I liked James aka Ajax but he really liked her. Supposedly I got really mad over this and Nicole had to put me in my place. I guess she really told me cause apparently it destroyed me and that is why I left wire for a while. I prolly suffered from ptsd and had to get some therapy. Idk.

LMAO!

I know the truth of what really happened isn't as fun to talk about. I would say that it also exposes Nicole's true colors but someone with the mentality of a box of rocks isn't really all that colorful to begin with. Anyways the truth is that I did spend a lot of time in chat and on skype with James. Nicole and I even talked everyday. I really liked her and thought she was my friend. We confided in each other and she told me about the 164,839 guys she skyped with. I then told her about me and James. Literally one minute after I told her she messaged him just saying "hahahahhahaha". He and I both thought that was weird because it was very random. I seen the screen shot. Then one day when we all three were in the Pcl chat room Nicole just out of the blue right in the open said "Kellsee are you still masturbating for Ajax on skype?" I was shocked and didn't know what to say. But since then I have noticed with her that she will throw anyone under the bus if she's bored and wants the attention focused on her. She'll also do it if she's not getting enough attention. But that's what really happened. Of course she started getting really mean cause most of you all were feeding into it. I guess it made her look big and kept her a spot at the cool kids table lol. But you all can continue to feed all that. If you really believe that she was any part of the reason I had to take a break then you have no idea of who I really am so your opinion or contribution is irrelevant to me. It would take someone with a whole lot more substance to even begin to possibly have any power in intimidating me lol.

Also I have a confession to make. When I first joined wire I had this issue that I hadn't learned how to take care of at that time. I do get lonely but I honestly don't want a man in my life because I want my real life to be 100% completely available to my kids anytime they need me. I never want them to feel that they have to share me with anyone. It would take someone pretty damn special. Most men will not take that on. Their loss. Anyway...... I do have this vagina. Sometimes I get horny. I know. I am such a whore. The guys on here jump on the new girls like stink on shit. I fell for it and sent Jon some nudes. That was such a stupid move. And Jon really didnt have any loyalty to me at the time cause he didn't even know me. I was the one dumb enough to send them to him. He did pass them around. But since then we've became good friends and he was man enough to come to me on his own will and own up to it. He told me the truth. That's more of a respectable act then I've seen out of most of you. Anyways that's between him and I. We are good.

If you want to interact with me in anyway please invest some focus on the real me. Pay attention to the context of the things I say and how I treat others. I am a nice person. I have deep insight and really good intentions. I am the real deal. I am very good to my friends. My word and my loyalty mean something to me. But if you don't want to do that and if you want to contribute to gossip that you really know nothing about concerning me then do me one favor.....don't speak to me like you are really my friend just so you can feel apart of any banter I might be involved in at the moment. I have realized that some of you will push someone off of a clift just to claim the spotlight when you are the one that keeps them from falling.