Blog PostsFriends | Retired But Still ActiveI am now receiving disability from the social security administration. I now take medication daily.I am still the system administrator of the Borg cybernetic network. I connect with the network daily. I spin around and I throw my hands up. It looks strange but it is effective. My life is a train wreck. Not the biggest train wreck but still a major accident. I made one mistake when I was in the military but it was a big one. I'm going to pay for that mistake for the rest of my life. Still I have my responsibilities to the universe and the multiverse. It is hard. I still may end up homeless again and in dire straits for survival. This is not a pleasant story. I made sacrifices in order to know all the answers. I know all the answers now. Was it worth it? I don't know but I believe in the end it will not feel as though it was worth it. I am retired but I am still active. |