 Friends         | Only here to chat and make friends or acquaintances but also single and incredibly lonely. I like to flirt, talk about food, and discuss the problems of the world and what perspective might help us to better understand them so we may be able to help find a solution. I believe a strong community is loving community much like bitter people only pray on others weaknesses. If I could change one thing about myself it would be to overcome my anxiety and mental stress that keeps me from a daily happy living.
View all 4 posts  Jay3700 in reply to Princess Melody: Thank you 3 years ago • Report 0  Jay3700: “Suffer on Silence” Bottles over taken many of them breaking Drowning with no purpose we fall into our hursts Simply carry on as if your mention isn’t heard How many times do you think there are no words Beneath fills like a bottomless surface Never again will I be made flawless Broken and sharp yet whole holding Some would say it’s too much and piling Empty stairs but really who cares No one not really sorry my sun. Jay3700: Sit here twiddle these dumb thumbs while I get ignored or overlooked . Nothing has changed I might as well not even exist and yet here I am alone, and not worth a damn to anyone anywhere. Our last night - oak island. Jay3700: Sometimes I wonder when I fall asleep and have vivid dreams and can’t open my eyes but can sense my body. If I’m actually dead for a moment and death is residing without my human vessel not allowing me to awaken as he is the embodiment of death? Jay3700: A love frozen incased to future break like the saddest horizon that never came. Belonging discourages upon bubbles wrapped around parts of a heart in hopes to make once more whole again. Instead the cards of fate leave them to be nothing more then wasted time. Accompanied by sorrow their friends laugh unwillingly to ever allow an understanding to share happiness.
Jay3700: I think celebrity influences are actually time jumping travelers listening for ancient messages for how to keep their future from falling apart. Jay3700: Is it ok to mislead someone’s judgement of you with an inaccurate photo of yourself, we all do it regardless of fake profiles, we all want to show how we want others to see us but not how we feel inside it’s not a question if they have ill intent like most cases, some people just want to see how it feels to be something other then what they are forced into becoming. So is it wrong to wear a mask on the Internet? Only if your intentions are to hurt instead of heal.  sheri v: hi jay if you get this my granma got very sick i found her last weneday on her bahtroom florr sick she got ruded to the hspital she fractured her eye nd urt her cheeek she is naw at home reconverying i missyou yo can pvt me here eny time byee Jay3700: Gonna start leaving a open diary sharing every time I’ve suddenly been over come with a great deal of happiness sadness or anger. Starting with I was doing the dishes and the song under the bridge by Red Hot Chili Peppers came on and the only thing keep me from sobbing into the sink was the passing cars in the kitchen window. Jay3700: Ok so I’m under the impression I’m being catfished by a person on Twitter right now. I want to believe them but they show all the signs of being a fake. I’m pretty sure I’m dating a guy right now and im not interested in that in the slightest. Nor do I like being forced into a romantic setting by someone pretending to be who they are not. It’s a pretty shitty thing to do and if they can’t be honest with themselves how can they be honest with me. I want them to find their one as much as they do but they are going about it all wrong you think being straight is easy it’s not I haven’t had a decent relationship since high school long distance and even that was I’m pretty sure a train wreck concerning she was cheating on me. My point is I’m upset with being constantly tricked by people who are selfish and want everything but are not willing to give themselves back it is extremely unfair to me. Maybe I’m just paranoid and they are just as hurt as I am but idk if I can continue to see them after everything I’ve been through I am only human and need to be comfortable. I am psychologically exhausted from all the lies and manipulation from people who want what’s best from them, I know I’m falling into the same mindset but refuse to treat others the way they choose to treat me. I am upset throughly.
Jay3700: Tbh I don’t believe it’s anyone else’s business what people do alone together unless one of them is abusive or they are in need of advice or an outside perspective. But even then it doesn’t need to be blasted like drama, I find too many people now a days wanting to share private conversations and interactions only for attention. It makes the ones who really need help wonder who really cares about them and that’s not ok. It’s hard enough to find someone you are attracted to without ending up feeling tricked or mistreated even if they don’t feel the same way, if we should work towards anything together I believe it should be to befriend someone for the right reasons and to show respect out of love. |
