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hollyx: weeeelllll the ex has gone to ireland i feel lost!! hes gone to work there we were gonna get back together but im too mad to talk to him and work things out. all we do is wide each other up i still love him he still loves me but im to stubborn he sent me a kiss on a text before he went i hate me sometimes all i wanna do is tellin him i hate fallin out i love him always have always will but then i think about howhe left me and i get mad and i want to never talk to him again he asked to give it another go i said no he asked why the hell not i said cause i dont want to he said you got someone else i YES!!! then i heard a im not havin it and a bang (havent really got any one thats just me tryin to hurt him) he said he'll sort me out when he gets back from ireland - i know my chris he'll think of the most romantic way to get me back at the moment we cant talk to each other we dont know what to say and we heartbroken!! it wasnt over for me i was still in love with him he was my best friend and he took it all away, His best mate nelson rang me he said chris tried to throw ya box of presents across the room he picked it up said no i cant and placed it gently on the floor and threw a very expensive plate instead we tried textin each other blank texts asked him what up he said you dat wat up and kept sending me blank texts and the last text was a kiss i wanna text him but am to frit everyone knows we get back together i just want him to say sorry for leaving am back now and he loves me!! promise everything be ok he was my best friend too we did everything never argued or had a fight when he got upset and angry he run to me id give him a cuddle say whats the matter my baby he just say i just want my brown eyes and id be there and we'd go do something like movies or sit down eat ben and jerrys and watch gone with the wind we love that film i cant watch it without him tho or then i'd ask him a mad question that would get him thinkin like what are clouds made of??? and we'd spend a hour thinking we think candyfloss that was agreed anyway im waitin till chris comes back from ireland i miss him more then anything i cant have no other man he was my first and he'll be my last 10 years the day we met he asked me for a kiss i said is it a kiss ya want he said no i want the girl who gives the kiss i said what if i dont wanna he said he wont leave off till i do and i'll be his then he followed me aroud singing burning love everywhere i went my pa said you got a boy following you around i said i know and in the trailer dad said the boy wont leave he wants a kiss so i settled on a hello im holly and gave him a hand shake he said hello brown eyes im chrissy can i have a kiss your a diddi coy (beautiful gypsy gal) i said you gotta take me out i dont kiss boys i just met sorry!! he said ok tomorrow we will go out and we did he took me to windsor and we went on the lake and he made spam roll and onions and some bread for the swans we were rowing the boat and he stopped to get closer _(by that time i was in love didnt let him know tho i kept mine together)and dropped both paddles we were stuck inthe middle of the lake 3 hours we talked and talked he named me browneyes anyway this handsome boy called chrissy had a twinkle in his eye he got black eyes EVIL HEARTBREAKING EVIL PRETTY EYES and i love them so we talked till help arrived and chris drove me back home i gave in gave him a kiss and he asked me to be his woman from then on we were together next day my pa asked about the boy he said hes a handsome boy have you given his a kiss i said yep!! pa said well tell him to come see me and chris and my dad got on so well my mum loves her baby CHRIS not me and my sister adore him mum said were 2 peas in a pod we are two i female version of him anyway i wont marry chris cause we dont need a peice of paper were married in sprirt hes asked ive said yes i got the big ring with a big pink rock he got his ring we wont take em off its like were having a fall out but just a very long one im the one in the wrong not him hes a good man we grown up together been through everything feel like my heart is empty and i lost my leg he must be so mad at me i dont know what to do maybe i should woman up get my bloody man / best friend back tell him im wrong hes right he'll just say ok my baby holly i forgive you and it be ok - im too hurt tho i cant talk yet if he want he can gel off with another girl mayb e she can love him more
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hollyx: Can't sleep keep thinkin about clarajane I'm worried and that thing over there is snorin its drunk head of I can't stick him. But clarajane is my hero, hope he goes before I wake up in the morning I'm pretty drunk I'll forget what's been said and how he got in my home I'm gonna have the shock of my life, he's still got a good heart he's not a bad man some girl will get him clarajane just said if he don't want me and don't love me then why has he come to me she said it cause he's hurtin to I give up and he's the best lookin man I've ever seen why come to me. I'm just sad he let go of our friendship that hurts killed me more then anything he was my dad my brother my lover my husband my best friend and my handsome all in one I'm gonna go and talk to him while he's asleep and stroke his face and say what I gotta say my goodbyes give him a kiss on the forehead and go to bed I'm gonna cry night night godbless
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hollyx: Please don't stop loooovvvviiiinnnggg meeeeeee, he used to say awwwww that pretty!! sniff sniff I've not sung it or heard it that long I forgot the words I'll give him beautiful who he think he is, just told him he's never gettin me back he said wanna bet? I said yeah I do he can stay on that sofa - he said this is me your chris bear , your best friend your man your champ - I said he's messing with my head broke my heart made me stone and cold and feel nothing he was my best friend and when I was scared I'd run to him for 10 years he spend everyday with me never left my side apart from work. He hated me working and doin well for myself that's why he left got scared I didn't need him so its my fault cause I'm not like the other gypsy girls and look after the home and the man and got my free heart he left me I tolf him I am doin well and I aint gonna stop workin for him he said you stuborn woman I said no am right he said no gypsy woman works I said they do if there single and no kids cause there man just told em out the blue he wants to be single and don't wanna be with her after 10 year I told him I don't need him and I never will he don't like it and its got the cheek to sit on my sofa I gonna go bed had enough of that thing. What a cheek!!
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hollyx: Is very very drunk, can't wait to get thses damm shoes off and eat this pizza saw the ex today god I hate him looking at me who he think he is, it was a girls only fund rasier but it turned up , and now he's here at my trailer door 'let me in beautful' told him to gel on I'm havin pizza and goin bed she said nope!!
Its my trailer too now its singing our song elvis please don't stop loving me from the film frankie and jonny I use it sing it to him when I was drunk well guess what he did stop loving me promised he'd never leave and he did he was my best friend too and it hurts me to hear him sing it anyway I'll eat my pizza and let the misfit in he can sleep on the sofa or I will I loved that man still do always you try being you someone for 10 year ya just can't let go getting complaints holl will you please shut him up its to late haha ok ok he can come in but its either sofa or floor, hang on just let me set a few rules 1.he either got sofa or floor not the bed that's mine 2. Clarajane, pheobe and caroline are complaining that's the only reason and the house is 3 mile away 3. No talking , trying it on or torrmenting me or he's out ----- AWWW I can't do it I can't let him in he's in straight in the sofa sat on my pizza I knew it but he got the a pizza to _ mate!!!! This hurts I might just skip pizza and go bed the love of my life is on my sofa and we aint together 2 months now and what hurts he acting like we are ok and nothings happend he's gonna regret in the morning first time I've seen him since we broke up got a go I wanna row!!!!!!!! So we fall out and he don't talk to me all night can't fall for him no more
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