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53 Not-so-happily married Female from Filderstadt       56
         

Swoon … ;)

I’ve questioned myself and have struggled too much
For people whose souls missed any caring touch.
For someone who didn´t have manners to show
And someone who missed any warm inner glow.

I gave myself time so all my wounds could heal
And found such great friends on a much better deal.
Those that I have known for a while warmed my heart.
Others are just meant to be, right from the start.

Thank you, friends, for being there when I am quiet.
Sometimes I tell so much more while I am silent.
Yes, it may still hurt, when I see him online
Without any contact, not sure he is fine.

But… that’s what he wanted, and life’s going on,
The loss very little compared to what I’ve won.
My life surely has turned so much into better.
As if it wants me to know what doesn´t matter.

Impressive, who lately asks for my attention.
Too bad that I promised to rather not mention.
So funny, how small little things can change big.
So cool, “honesty” brought me there instead a trick.

I’ve got what I want and for sure what I need.
So much information, updates, fun… indeed.
I´m working my butt off for my goal, as soon
as CAA gives their final “OK”. Swoon ^^

Not missing who’s not have been worthy to trust.
Enjoy my progress, success, having a blast.
There´s so much to join, to explore and to learn.
I will be in heaven the moment I’ll earn…

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ccc707ccc: love you my friend
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hawksatisis: Thank you, ccc, you're one of the important friends. And...kinda updating... "he" has deleted his account a good hour ago, so I am glad I never even tried to get in touch anymore. People are so weird these days. Or they always were and I just never noticed...?
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ccc707ccc in reply to hawksatisis: I've done that myself my friend but listen keep your chin high dust him off because your way better then that hugs
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