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it has taken me some time to process it and accept that there will be no more late night chats and exchanges of esoteric topics. he was one of the few people i could talk point blank about things that i was learning and discovering without the burden of trying to translate everything so it could be understood. there was never any shortage of information, personal events and synchronicities to share and explore. he helped introduce me to many topics and was always happy to share his personal library with me and his view on alchemy.
he helped me form my personal view on life, that we are all alchemists (each person working with the 'lead' they are given, and turning it to 'gold' and has helped me put into words thoughts and symbols in my head i didnt think i could translate. there are no words for how insightful and valuable these skills are to me, because everything in life starts as a thought first, and can either grow more powerful with detail, or become diminished by denying it energy.
i think its been hard to process because that link of unspoken communication doesnt feel broken. that energy hasnt changed at all, but i know from this point forward communication will be taking a different form and i hope i recognize it for what it is when it happens.
thank you for sharing the bit of magick you could with me during your time here my friend, and i look forward to meeting your next incarnation. ๐