haou_airen: You can explain everything, because your world is small
And because she is so small, you think, she must be like that.
haou_airen: Facebook: I know everyone.
Wikipedia: I know everything.
Google: I have everything.
Internet: Without me it does not go.
Electricity: oh .... Really ???
haou_airen: I show you just the blank tip.
The bright side, pure and clear.
All the shit on which I sit
is invisible for your eyes.
I'm like an iceberg, hard and invulnerable
I move alone in the sea
I take every wave without effort
But my cold heart beats heavy
And deep under ice I feel just like you
I steer to somewhere out there onto the light
I want to gleam
I want to shine
And act as if nothing hurts
I would gladly show you everything
I'm an iceberg on the sea
Maybe tomorrow will rain for me
And sometime I will surrender
If we ever meet each other....
Then I'll show you my true self...
haou_airen: Some swim with the current, some against it. I am standing in the forest and can not find the fucking river.
haou_airen: Did you really believe
That time doesn't keep going?
Did you really believe
That it was all about you?
There were lots of fights,
And didn't learn much from them.
haou_airen: Take my hand let's go
Somewhere we can rest our souls
We'll sit where it's warm
You say look we're here alone
I was running in circles
I hurt myself
Just to find my purpose
Everything was so worthless
I didn't deserve this
But to me you were perfect
I'm scattered through this life
If this is life I'll say good bye
I see me writing on this paper
Praying for some savior
Wishing to intake her
And save her in a world
So, so godless, so thoughtless
I don't know how we wrought this
All the love that you brought us
It feels like I'm killing myself
Just wheeling myself
Just to pray for some help
I'd give it all just to have
Have your eternity
'Cause it's all that assures me
It's worth all that hurts me
I'd give you my heart
And I'd let you just hold it
I'd give you my soul
But I already sold it
On that day
The day I walked away in December
I will always remember
I'll regret it forever
I remember brown eyes
So sad and blue skies
Turned to darkness and night
I'm so sick of the fight
I won't breathe unless you breathe
Won't bleed unless you bleed
Won't be unless you be
'Till I'm gone and I can sleep
I've gone away
Seen better times in yesterday