my mothers photo album (me in football uniform)
h0nd0: been doing good .. friday blood work showed so well they wondered if i even had chemo therapy at all.. and my last chemo was the monday before.. so now its just a short time of radiation.. and all the dr.'s will have one last visit with me.. to see the patient.. then it a new life!!!
pretty_as_a_peach: Thinking of you on your birthday!!! Happy Birthday! Hope you get to spend your special day with your friends and family. Count your blessings and praise GOD for giving you another birthday to celebrate!! Always in my heart!!!!
h0nd0: <<< thanks God.. on a daily basis.. ty .. so glad im almost done with loss of taste.. can`t wait for the flavor of food to return.. but its been alright.. no nausea, no pains.. great reports.. still .. perfect blood pressure.. temp, oxygen levels.. ill post pics.. soon.. no trauma... hope all is well with you.. too..
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h0nd0: I'm in perfect condition, other than the surgery.. teenage blood pressure and heart rhythm.. every other day I receive a call from dimi's mother.(oldest).. Molly loves taking walks with me.. wants to be a singer.. (lovely voice) .. she says I'm funny.. on the walks.. someday.. I'll figure my mind out.. but for now I'm just going to follow the heart rhythm.. miss you..
h0nd0: Recuperating after surgery .. feeling ugly but.. in and out of ICU.. in days ..new record of..
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rammie5255: Hahaha funny guy. Rammiesdavisjunior JR. Hahaha. You something else mi hondo rondo tondo. Glad you getting taken care of so get busy on getting well. Please. Great to see you peek in here from time to time. Big smile n hug sent your way n more prayers dear. 🌺🙏🌷🎸🎼🎶
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pretty_as_a_peach in reply to h0nd0: I am so sorry for all that you are going through. It is more than you should be expected to endure. You are blessed to have your daughters and they are showing just how much they love you by taking care of you. I was full time caregiver to both my Mom and Dad and although it was hard I knew GOD was using me for the purpose I was intended for. Don't lose your faith. Just keep fighting and know you are loved by many, including me. We had happy thoughts of Half Moon Bay, the Scorpions, Santana, Train, thoughts that will always be in my heart. Thoughts of Mom ringing the bell with bananas in hand for her dear boy, your friend Emil, your dear sweet neighbor across the street. Smile like I do, when you think of those memories. When you look up at the moon some night, just think, I may be looking at it too, at the same time. Love you always.
h0nd0: My dear B.. never will I love without the reminder of these moments you pleasantly speak of.. that's why my love in you will always be.. as I look at the blood moon, or crescent, or in complete darkness. Love survives.. it's no shame to lose my eye my smile or even my teeth as long as I have great love as we had.. which I can't never deny .. I'll always be happy in life, in love in solitude in my heart .....
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pretty_as_a_peach in reply to h0nd0: Did you get to see Molly and Maverick? Glad you had a good day. I miss my Dad terribly and still can't believe both he and Mom are gone. I am sure you think the same thing about your parents, Little did we know we would both lose both parents in a short space of time. Always in our hearts!!!!
pretty_as_a_peach: awwwww I like coming here and reading the posts you left for me but now I see they have been deleted. Sorry you feel the need to erase our wonderful memories and loving comments to each other. Hope you are doing well. Still in my heart forever.
h0nd0: im so sorry. i was actually just removing badges.. it didnt occur to me you felt my love for you would be any less than complete.. i will always have wonderful memories of our affirmation... those can never be erased.. always sketched in the stone of my heart..
pretty_as_a_peach: Wishing you and your family a very Merry Christmas! I know it will be difficult one but remember Mom and Dad are watching over you all and will continue to guide you from heaven. Always in my heart.
h0nd0: I WAS Here today.. just to share..
I've argued myself out of creation, and go on living because that is the line of least resistance, and go on learning because the more one learns the less one needs to know and some day I may attain perfect ignorance.
h0nd0: i hope to inspire you with advice.. which can determine a feeling of worth.. not the type of advice that makes you feel more lost than you may already be.. but advice that lets you know you have a definite place in this world.. and i can witness you.. unconstrained,, unrestrained.. unconditional and valued
h0nd0: love is sometimes mixed enduring and conflicting .. somewhat like a potato plant.. if we could all see the similarities.. what i am trying to say is.. as follows.. the plant is beautiful.. at first glance.. it goes through some cycles.. like you and I .. we know it grows best under certain conditions.. once you begin to harvest it it its bountiful.. yet it leaves some of itself where ever its planted.. to grow even more.. once you find a few worms in the fruit.. you peel away the outer exterior.. some times digging deep.. but what is left is what you and your love have changed into.. its natural to have some conflicts.. dont go ending your love because you though the harvest would be something different,.. just remember through it all you dont have to force change because eventually it blossoms again.. also with love everything grows in your favor