 Friends         | I am just lost..like every other motherfucker on here; whether they know it or not....and at least I know it. I am also however a total darling so feel free to say hi  followthewhiterabbit: Omg I can hear next door having sex...this is almost as bad as when they were playing country music *ergh! >.< * followthewhiterabbit: Loneliness today had teeth. It felt savage. It tore flesh from my bones and stole tears from my eyes. followthewhiterabbit: Strong emotions shake my foundations, like there is a hurricane outside and I'm under the table praying that the storm will stop and leave me unharmed. And then in my lucid moments I remember that the true storm is in my heart and mind and soul and I am the force to be rekoned with and shouldn't ignore the strength within  BigWings90: Someone does care girl. I'm over here if you need anything, OR EVERYTHING. Please, don't feel yourself enclosed and defenseless, i'm here in any way i'm able to make it feel better for you!.  BigWings90: You see this person is needing help and all the support she can, anyone who can do that for her please go ahead. Don't stay with a good intention, let's do as much as we can. You are beautiful, and you deserve to be happy, let us help you and give your best effort too. followthewhiterabbit: What is suicidal? Thinking about death and killing yourself? I do that all the time but I know I won't do it ..so I'm not suicidal right?. I just want to die, I don't care about myself or my well being. It would be a relief. A sweet sweet relief and escape. And I vent this online because my life is so sad that no fucker in real life would care.  h53deb: For what its worth, I care. I felt the same way you do many years ago. You hate yourself. I can only hope you find your way out of the deep, dark. damp well youre in. Im glad to hear that you know you wont do it. I always knew I wouldnt do it either. Unfortunately, too many do.  |
