 Blog PostsFriends         | Questions.I don't honestly know how to imagine the strange formula where everything miraculously fits together neatly, harmoniously, without a thousand riddles and question marks haunting, lingering, ruining any hope for peaceful sleep. But what peace can there be locked in the ocean, buried below the waves, moving slowly like the current, spreading rumors about the wind we never directly feel? I don't honestly know what to seek, how to proceed, which way to go. Everything is absurd, as it has always been, but now I am burdened with sudden clarity. How to make this work in any way ... it eludes me. How to not get lost in the blank spaces, glowing madly, defiantly, their insistent impossible demands undeniable ... what magic spell would I have to break ... and how not to be burned by the light as it settles, too long, on one place? tularcitas: I'm not sure if this might have any bearing..I have meditated for years..It helps me clear my mind of all the chatter and to observe myself observing myself...without value judgments. I have found that listening to a tambura tuned to D (apparently it affects the brains alpha waves in such a way as to promote deeper meditation. I adjust my breathing to the subtle variations in the drone...this is a sample. 4 years ago • Report   1 |