we rush

we rush and run
hurry up to get there fast..
just so we can sit and wait
and before we know it
life has passed us by..

where did we change
when did we grow up
how could we grow apart

i thought we would grow closer
but all time has brought us is empty spaces
and tears that leaves streaks down my face

nothing i ever do is right
we cant seem to reach your level of perfection
how it got so high.. right before my eyes

Star Light

STAR LIGHT:
Star lite star bright, had now gone dim within the night
This light at once had lit the sky, above the clouds afloat so high
Burning flames of ember shine, turning back the hands of time
Here we hide in blinding minds, moving on yet falling behind
Like keys unlocking mysteries
To thoughts that run deeper than seas
Id hoped by now youd have heard my story
Alone I sit, here, in my own purgatory
Im in my eternal inferno, turning pages of glory
No escape, no end and no beginning, this is my story
I live in the now, with only thoughts, past, of then
Im here in the now, thinking of thoughts, ahead, of when
Death is inevitable, it will find us all in time
There is not one person that it will not find
Scratching, and clawing, im gasping for air
This is it, my time is up, its just not fair

My life

I have had a very up and down life ... i have done many things that im not proud of ... i have also had many things done to me that i feel has brought me to this point.. im not a huge low right not and i can feel myself sinking faster every day.. is there a way out of this hole im in .. the walls are caving in and the light of day is fading ...is there an angle that will fly down and save me... take my upon his wings and carry my to the place i should be maybe im just hoping for a saving grace that will never arrive ... what a fool i am!!

My soul feel so alone even tho there are people that are around me .. i feel love for them but i feel they do not feel the same for me i sit here and wonder maybe i should be my own saving grace maybe im the one???

My heart

as i set here i cant think of the first time i saw your face
or when i wished for your embrace
but now i set here with tears on my face
i know you are so far away
but here is where i wish you would stay
like it or not my heart races for you
even now with the space we have placed
i know if you saw the look on my face
you would know i cant lie
i want you here for ever..
i want to be the one who shows you the pleasure
of a warm heart
and a pure soul
my heart will beat for you until its told
to beat no more cause its been stole

I need you <3

The rain is falling in the night.
And I'm calling for you with all my might.
You've retreated once again.
But this can't be the end.

You keep trying to say,
Its better this way.
But that's not true.
I need you.

Best Friends!

i’ve wrapped up silly things in my heart
like pictures and scribbles
old scarves and poems
songs and magazine snippets
typewriter fonts and skeleton keys
favourite pens and flower petals
droplets of tea and cookie crumbs
gritty bits of sand and popsicle sticks
and you,
you’re there too.

Fly

Fly down to me now on the wings of angels.
See my heart as it dangles,
On the end of this nearly snapped thread.
If you leave I'll fall dead.
We're just two rebels trying to do what's right,
And we'll never give up the fight.

Your feathers are stained,
From the grief filled rain,
But let me turn it around.
I need you now.

Fly down to me on the wings of angels.
Let me work out the tangles,
That are knotted in you heart.
Let me fit back together each broken part.
We're just two scarred rebels.
Fly to me on the wings of angels.

getting back in to it!

ive been off and on for a while but i think im ready to pick this back up again i hope to reconnect to a lot of the friends i have made over the time i was here! peace and love to you all! <3