Half way gone

Im sitting here in my room. lost in my thoughts again, i sit and wait to fall asleep.
What am I doing. I am nothing but another sufferer of my own thoughts. i came to the realization that i could be part of the reason that some one i know might end his own life this person thinks that i am trying to steal his family from him this was my bro and now he has turned against me and if he did that knowing that i have done nothing to him no matter what he has been through i would take full blame for it. i keep telling him that i am not trying to do that but he does not want to hear me so i sit hear knowing that i am the reason that this family is not whole even though i did nothing and in doing nothing i have done every thing i feel like i should end my life and if i did this family would be whole again

feeling good

today was a good day i had so much fun i met some new ppl and mad new friends
i just hope that i get a chance to hang out with them again some time soon
it was fun