Seelen Küken-Dandy (Enola in Chains) Offline

33 In a relationship Female from Melbourne       34
         
MEDICATED DRAMA QUEEN ~*~ 100% PAIN IN THE ASS

~Currently undertaking the biggest battle of my life. Having cancer (Yes, cancer) SUCKS!

I LOVE: Re­ading. Pai­nting. Wri­ting. Book­s. Art. Po­t. Blood G­uts & ­Gore. Heav­y Bass lin­es. Scream­ing guitar­s & Vo­cals.
I AM: Pretty Cy­nical and ­I can be p­retty rude­. I genera­lly speak ­my mind an­d argue my­ point if ­agrivated­. Pretty i­nsecure in­ many aspe­cts. At times ­difficult ­to handle.­ Kind of i­nsane. Wei­rd and Wir­ed most of­ the time.­ Trying to­ be a litt­le differe­nt. Not su­re of "who I am­" or ­if I even ­want or ne­ed to know­.
People who­ know me, ­know I am ­fun to be ­around, th­ough I may­ not be co­nsidered r­eliable or­ mature. I­'m wild at­ parties, ­and crash ­hard the n­ext day.
I've also been known to be funny.. at times.

SynSkellington
SynSkellington: R.I.P beautiful girl We will never forget you..
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Enola in Chains: Am on a new chemo drug. Had another birthday. My hair has grown back some. I am far too skinny. Still spend a lot of time being sad and lonely. Had a serious operation not long ago to literally save my life. 4th bout of this new chemo in the morning. Hating life and what I have become. Would give anything to go back to how it used to be.
Don't ever take your health for granted.
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Enola in Chains: I don't usually have a lot of energy for the net. I don't spend much time online anymore.
I miss chatting with you guys.
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aussiesparkie: thats ok you got my number if u ever wanna chat
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Tash2.0: Im praying for you
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Enola in Chains: Soo, it's been a long fuckin time since I spent much time on here...
Update, I am now a weirdo bald headed freak lookin person.
I've just had my fourth chemo last week before Christmas.
I have another scan tomorrow.
Mentally I'm still doin "okay"...
I've lost close to 20 kilos so I am VERY skinny.
I spend a lot of time being sad and questioning my future.

I'll be back with more information soon.

Enola xxx
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aussiesparkie: hey you need to give us more updates some of us care about ya
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Daft Punk
Daft Punk: I feel really sad, you so didn't deserve this. Thank God though medical science is where it is, best of luck Darling.
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Enola in Chains: Thanks Daft. It's all very fucked up and hard to believe, going to war with my own body. Fingers crossed eh.
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Daft Punk
Daft Punk: Put up a good fight, your young and time withers away the bad memories. Fingers crossed, done!
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Enola in Chains: I think the worst part is that I don't actually feel sick, so being told I am is very hard to understand.
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Enola in Chains: So it begins... hair falling out whilst in the shower. Awesome.
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M3LISSA
M3LISSA: aww enola *big hug* be strong. let me know if you need anything.
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TRVS: Zim Awesome
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Enola in Chains: Is officially a Cancer patient Life just got that little bit harder.
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M3LISSA
M3LISSA: Am so sorry to hear that Enola. Let me know if you need anything *big hug*
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Enola in Chains: After 6 days, I am finally out of hospital. Still waiting for some test results so I don't have any answers yet, but I'm on the mend =)
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Enola in Chains: Spending another night in the hospital. This is hell. Wish I had someone to hold my hand. Wouldn't be as scary if I wasn't on my own.
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SynSkellington
SynSkellington: << Totes at the hopsicle with my Soul Chick Dude.

Via facebook, but it still counts!!

I love you Michelle, and I hope you get better as soon as effing possible!
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Enola in Chains
Enola in Chains: I love you too Em! Thanks for being, well.. YOU!
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SynSkellington: n'Awwww, no need to thank me, love.

Thank YOU for being the best SCD anyone could ever hope for!!
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Enola in Chains:

My new fave
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Enola in Chains: Fun. Some Nights.
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Enola in Chains:
I stare up at the moon. It mocks me with its beauty.
I think of you, where you are. Who we used to be.
How can our time be so short but long?
How do I fix this shattered mess inside?

There is nothing beside me when I sleep.
No-one holding me while I cry.
I spend sick days alone and scared.
Listen, as I play this tiny violin.

Without hopes for the future.
I hide myself away from the world.
The stunning world angers me.
With its lasting, continuous light.

The memory of your face haunts me.
I close my eyes, you're all I see.
I lay awake at night, in the dark.
Hearing our old conversations.

Something that once made me so happy.
Even if it was hidden underneath.
Because of my persistent persona.
Once again I am wrapped in sadness.

A gloom so deep and dark.
I get lost in my despair.
The light at the end of the tunnel, gone out.
Where is the one charged with its care?
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Enola in Chains
Enola in Chains: How do you live without the person you love? How do you keep smiling and looking forward to the future?
Why am I no closer to finding a way...?
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SynSkellington
SynSkellington: Lmao..I saw this and instantly thought of you, Chick Dude

p.s. ... It doesn't have an army helmet
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Enola in Chains: Bahahaha!!!!!
Yup, that, is a penis.
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Enola in Chains: omg this site is so boring now. *snooorrrre
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Enola in Chains to talk like that again: Hey- long time no see.
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talk like that again: hey, yeah my old account got flagged too many times then deleted lol
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Enola in Chains: lol- nice work.
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Enola in Chains: Toatz just went out and bought a new Internet connection. FINALLY. But holy shit, what a pain in the ass the fucking things are!! Wont even work on MY laptop, have to use dads
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Once you have been given this award, you are supposed to paste it on the wall of 8 people who deserve it,. If you receive more than 3, you know you are really beautiful! If you break the chain nothing will happen, but it's always sweet to know that someone thinks you're...beautiful inside and out, and every single one of you ARE completely !
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Enola in Chains: Seriously guys, quit inviting me to chat rooms. I'm NEVER online anyway!!!
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Enola in Chains: Fuck you Mr. Internetz! Why you have to expire on me?
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Enola in Chains: So, my internet connection is fucked. Optus says I use Facebook for free, even if the bill isn't paid for months. But, when it comes to actually using my internet, I can open, use, read any website EXCEPT Facebook
What a piece of shit!
What's the fucking point?!!
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Enola in Chains: Get the fuck off my News Feed! I deleted you're douchey ass days ago!!!
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deus: moi?
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deus: <<< ONCE AND FOR F***ING ALL... THIS IS A ZEBRA, NOT A HORSE!!!!!!!!!

http://www.juventus.com/juve/en/welcome
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Enola in Chains: THAT is indeed a zebra. But your profile pic, looks more like a horse.
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Enola in Chains: 11 credits! Just for logging in! ? The fuck is this??
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Enola in Chains: God damn Reds! *shakes fists.
Also, what's with the bingo and slot freebies? I never go in there!!
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deus in reply to Enola in Chains: This has been happening for 2 weeks or so, I guess it's like drug pushers. They give you stuff for free to get you addicted
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Enola in Chains: It wont work on me, scum nuggets!!
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