Blog PostsFriends | Bloglove the way you lieI can't tell you what it really isI can only tell you what it feels like And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe I can't breathe but I still fight all I can fight As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight High off of love, drunk from my hate It's like I'm huffin' paint and I love her The more I suffer, I suffocate Right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates Me, she f#x~#z' hates me and I love it, Wait! Where you going? I'm leaving you. No you ain't. Come back. We're running right back Here we go again, it's so insane 'Cause when it's going good, it's going great I'm Superman with the wind in his back She's Lois Lane, but when it's bad, it's awful I feel so ashamed, I snapped, "Who's that dude?" I don't even know his name I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again I guess I don't know my own strength You ever love somebody so much, you could barely breathe when you with 'em? You meet, and neither one of you even know what hit 'em Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah, them chills, used to get 'em Now you gettin' f~ywz%' sick of lookin' at 'em You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're with 'em It's the fate that took over, it controls you both So they say, you're best to go your separate ways Guess that they don't know you 'cause today, That was yesterday, yesterday is over, it's a different day Sound like broken records playing over But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint You don't get another chance Life is no Nintendo game, but you lied again Now you get to watch her leave out the window Guess that's why they call it "window pane" Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine But your temper's just as bad as mine is You're the same as me When it comes to love you're just as blinded Baby, please come back, it wasn't you, Baby, it was me. Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano All I know is I love you too much to walk away though Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk? Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall Next time? There won't be no next time I apologize, even though I know it's lies I'm tired of the games, I just want her back. I know I'm a liar If she ever tries to fx%&%&' leave again, I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire Just gonna stand there and watch me burn Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts Just gonna stand there and hear me cry Well that's alright because I love the way you lie I love the way you lie i just wanna feel somethingIf youre tellin me Im not on fireYoure just preachin to the choir Ive gotten dull as old barbed wire from livin Last night I watched the evening news It was the same ol nothin new It should have cut me right in two But it didnt I dont know why it didnt But I wanna feel somethin Somethin thats a real somethin That moves me, that proves to me Im still alive I wanna heart that beats and bleeds A heart thats bustin at the seams I wanna care, I wanna cry, I wanna scream I just wanna feel somethin If you're tellin me thats just how it is I dont buy it cause once I was kissed By a blue eyes boy On my porch when I was sixteen And I felt it somewhere in my soul and time stood still and I couldnt let go I cant tell you cause I dont know how I got so cold When did I get so cold this woman and this manTryin' so hard just to talk to youHaven't heard half of what you want me to Hurt so bad over where we've been Don't know how not to go back there again I know what I wanna say Can I get it through to you now In some other way...like A stranger's eyes in a lover's face See no signs of a better time and place Have we lost the key to an open door I feel the need to reach out to you even more It's a circle we're goin' 'round If we don't get us out from under It's gonna take us down For all we've got to lose there's so much to gain If we come this far and leave it behind There's only you and me to blame There was this woman and there was this man There was this moment they had a chance to hold on to what they had How could they be so in love and still never see Now nothin' could be sadder than This woman and this man We can bring it back again my feelingsEvery time i turn the conversation to something deeper than the weather i can feel you always shuttin' down.And when i need an explanation for the silence you just tell me you don't wanna talk about it now. What you're not saying is coming in loud and clear we're at a crossroads here... If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you If you don't get drunk on my kiss If you think you can do better than this then i guess we're done Let's not drag this on Consider me gone With you i've always been wide open like a window or an ocean. there is nothing i've ever tried to hide. So when you leave me not knowin' where you're goin' i start thinkin' that we're lookin' we're lookin' at goodbye. How about a strong shot of honesty don't you owe that to me... If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you If you don't get drunk on my kiss If you think you can do better than this then i guess we're done Let's not drag this on Consider me gone. Consider me a memory. Consider me the past. Consider me a smile in an old photograph someone who used to make you laugh. If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you Then i guess we're done let's not drag this on. Consider me gone. Consider me gone. Consider me gone. Just consider me gone. Fy*x itSee, I dont know why I liked you so muchI gave you all, of my trust I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel Fw%# what I said it dont mean shit now Fx#w the presents might as well throw em out F^#& all those kisses, they didn't mean jack F&^$ you, you hoe, I dont want you back F#^& what I said it dont mean shit now F&zw the presents might as well throw em out Fwxy all those kisses they didn't mean jack F#@~ you, you hoe, I dont want you back You thought, you could Keep this shit from me, yeah Ya burnt by^*w, I heard the story Ya played me, ya even gave him head Now ya askin for me back Ya just another act, look elsewhere Cuz ya done with me Fyw# what I said it dont mean shit now F^y@ the presents might as well throw em out Fy*x all those kisses they didn't mean jack F^*z you, you hoe, I dont want you back Fy^y what I said it dont mean shit now F~&z the presents might as well throw em out Fw~* all those kisses they didn't mean jack Fy^x you, you hoe, I dont want you back Ya questioned, did I care You could ask anyone, I even said Ya were my great one Now its, over, but I do admit I'm sad. It hurts real bad, I cant sweat that, cuz I loved a hoe F@zx what I said it dont mean shit now F~xy the presents might as well throw em out Fyx@ all those kisses they didn't mean jack F*^w you, you hoe, I dont want you back |